Hurray for me, i'm back at school. The wicked witch of the east may not be dead, but now she's 2 hours a way with no tolerance for long trips. Go me.
What do you get when you hang out tons and tons with a preggo girl who's all alone? You get a baby named after you, sorta. Yesterday, Olivia Bloss finally joined the world....
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What do you get when you hang out tons and tons with a preggo girl who's all alone? You get a baby named after you, sorta. Yesterday, Olivia Bloss finally joined the world....
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ash:
Hey you 
ayres:
Im a journalist and I have to make an article about that.... Im a fucking suicide girl, and suicide girls does that... go to risky places... danger is my second name. 
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I miss my friends. I am sorry for those that I've hurt. I'm sorry to my Ex's, for when i unwittingly played those games. I am sorry for those that I've hurt when all I really wanted to do was love.
I don't know what's wrong with my heart. Why it seems like i can be Mr. Fucking Wonderful at...
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I don't know what's wrong with my heart. Why it seems like i can be Mr. Fucking Wonderful at...
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kellyjanice:
i don't know about this shcool but my last one had an 80% turn over rate 
stupidslut:
okay, i forgive you....! 
Ok, i posted this on Ash's journal (man i miss her notes and journal entries. she's so fucking awesome). I was like, well, this is certainly more interesting than I was planning on writing on MY journal, so i'll just post this here, with a slight edit...
My ideal relationship? Wow... Not since my ex threw me away have I asked that.
It's just about...
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My ideal relationship? Wow... Not since my ex threw me away have I asked that.
It's just about...
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poem:
hahaha it's like watching a sitcom
poem:
"I know, i know, i'm doomed to be alone, forever and ever."
You're silly :p
You're silly :p
I had an epiphany last night.
And I hope you don't hate me. I figured out half of the reason I was so down. I haven't slept a full night (more than 5-6 hours in a night) in a week and most nights were closer to 4.
And, unlike some of YOU who are fine on 4 (Yes, Zarina, I am talking about you! god,...
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And I hope you don't hate me. I figured out half of the reason I was so down. I haven't slept a full night (more than 5-6 hours in a night) in a week and most nights were closer to 4.
And, unlike some of YOU who are fine on 4 (Yes, Zarina, I am talking about you! god,...
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blossy:
I think you needed to vent and you did. I don't think it was a bad thing or something that needed to be apologized for. I liked the honesty, and it kind of made me wanna hug you lots and stuff, but that's not a bad thing. I understand the sleep deal too, I am that way when I go for a few days without at least 7 hours of sleep. Even 7 is cutting it short for me. I am glad that you slept well and all that.
If you ever need a big comfy slightly cushioned shoulder to snuggle on, just come over to my corner of SG and blow off the steam or do whatever you need to. I am serious, I'm good with listening when people need it.
I just noticed your profile shrunk... I hate that.
You are a good person, and I personally, think you're a cutie and a sweetie and I hope to heaven that you realize that you're worth every single keystroke I make in my comments in your journals, cuz if you weren't I wouldn't say it.
[Edited on Aug 11, 2004 3:04PM]
If you ever need a big comfy slightly cushioned shoulder to snuggle on, just come over to my corner of SG and blow off the steam or do whatever you need to. I am serious, I'm good with listening when people need it.
I just noticed your profile shrunk...
I hate that.
You are a good person, and I personally, think you're a cutie and a sweetie and I hope to heaven that you realize that you're worth every single keystroke I make in my comments in your journals, cuz if you weren't I wouldn't say it.
[Edited on Aug 11, 2004 3:04PM]
ayres:
Arghhh Im sick 
I know people hate being reminded, but I have feelings too, god damn it. I just want to say, "Fuck you" to everyone who seems to make it their personal crusade to make ME or any other man feel bad for being a man.
Do you see me trying to make you feel bad about being a woman? Fuck no. I love women. I adore...
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Do you see me trying to make you feel bad about being a woman? Fuck no. I love women. I adore...
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blossy:
I hope things get better. I don't think everyone has good in them. Most people do, sandwiched between their need to be better, faster, stronger, more attractive, or whatever and their "ooo check out the bad boy" needs there is some modicum of humanity.
Hang in there, but yeah ditch the loser users and find the nice people, there are nice people out there.
No, killing you is not an option cuz I kinda would miss ya and stuff and besides...so would many more other people.
Hang in there, but yeah ditch the loser users and find the nice people, there are nice people out there.
No, killing you is not an option cuz I kinda would miss ya and stuff and besides...so would many more other people.
rin:
a man can dream too, silly.
Erie is never pretty, but life certainly has so much room for improvement right now it's not even funny.
Got down to Erie yesterday. By evening, it was already obvious that things were bad. My great grandmother is moving much more slowly and with less coordination than I remember from 3 weeks ago. She fell down last night, and it took a while to get...
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Got down to Erie yesterday. By evening, it was already obvious that things were bad. My great grandmother is moving much more slowly and with less coordination than I remember from 3 weeks ago. She fell down last night, and it took a while to get...
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poem:
And a children's museum haha!
ayres:
Scary??? If you come here and go to Palermo at night in the Red Zone, you can find lots of wifes with penis... and boobs, and long hair and Macho atitude... thats strange and horrible! 
Going to Erie to make some bread.
Please forgive me for not updating.
Please forgive me for not updating.
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rin:
making bread huh? enjoy
rin:
making bread huh? enjoy
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rin:
oh the boy and i don't care if we talk to eachother's exes...my ex used to be my best friend, even.
saida:
hehe.. no MCC thank go.. I had my years of MCC, like a giant highschool disguised as a college.. I am going for hair and skin
Ok folks,
What should I take Poe to see/do for her last night in Rochester, NY?
What should I take Poe to see/do for her last night in Rochester, NY?
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foreverloaded:
Heyyy man. Looks like YOU've been having fun... 
I hope I get such good hospitality when I come to town, lil boy! haha.
And YES- you are certainly privy to news regarding my life. I'll fill ya in later. I have to get to the chiropractor. woohoo!
*ps* you is not ugwy, you just siwwy!
I hope I get such good hospitality when I come to town, lil boy! haha.
And YES- you are certainly privy to news regarding my life. I'll fill ya in later. I have to get to the chiropractor. woohoo!
*ps* you is not ugwy, you just siwwy!
blossy:
I hope you found something fun to do, the last night that Poe was there. I agree with GlitterSweet, you are not ugly you are silly, and sweet, and so worried about the fact that you are a "nice" guy who will always remain a friend before anything else...you'll end up getting the good out of it some day, I hope it happens sooner than later; but ya never know.
jade:
Sorry I couldn't make it, but I had plans already. A good friend was in from out of town and we had made plans a while back. Sounds like you had a good time.
Alrighty, things are going to be crazy in Canada Saturday.
Me and Poe are crossing Lake ontario to Toronto on saturday. (second trip, leaving at 4 pm, arriving at like 6 pm(? i haven't done this trip yet)). I've got the tickets here for the boat trip, so it's GOING to happen.
We're hitting the club, "Savage Garden" for The Killing floor with DJ Pale....
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Me and Poe are crossing Lake ontario to Toronto on saturday. (second trip, leaving at 4 pm, arriving at like 6 pm(? i haven't done this trip yet)). I've got the tickets here for the boat trip, so it's GOING to happen.
We're hitting the club, "Savage Garden" for The Killing floor with DJ Pale....
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zarina:
Ill try to meet you there, but give me a call anyways
ayres:
And you will be on my list for ever, Blue Dragon with an insert buttom!
Thanx
Thanx