ok, wow, i havent updated in a damn damn damn long time. so, im gona.
alright... where to begin
school is rockin me this year. made alot of friends. classes are goin really good.
love life
my girlfriend and i got into a fight the night before she left to go back home. im not going to go into details, but it resulted in us questioning our relationship. and we eventually we broke up.
then i got this huge crush on a girl, shes a photographer too. shes older, she turned 22 a few months ago. her signals are so god damn confusing and im too shy to tell her that i like her. on halloween she invited me to a party, i thought i was going with her, which technically i did. but not in the sense that i though. so im standing there and shes like oh *insert guys name* did come, im kinda seeing him. i play it off cool, maybe she didnt like him that much. so then later they kissed in front of me, so i went to the back of the house and chugged the rest of my 40 and threw it at the house behind it. (oh by the way, i was edward scissor hands for halloween. my costume was amazing, ill get pics up when i get them back) so lets see... what next... oh so now... im really confused. then my friend beth and i were talking all about this and we just layed there in her bed talking for almost 3 hours. and i didnt even care anymore about the other girl, beth always puts me in a damn good mood, i cant help but not smile. i think im starting to like beth, which im not sure is a good thing, cuz i really respect and like our friendship.
in other news - my parents have allowed me to take up to $4000 out of my college fund to set myself up with a digital slr and all the gadgets i need. i picked up a canon 20d, a canon 16-35mm super wide lens, a canon flat 50mm lens, a canon 550ex flash, 2 1gb flash cards and a monopod.
alright... where to begin
school is rockin me this year. made alot of friends. classes are goin really good.
love life
my girlfriend and i got into a fight the night before she left to go back home. im not going to go into details, but it resulted in us questioning our relationship. and we eventually we broke up.
then i got this huge crush on a girl, shes a photographer too. shes older, she turned 22 a few months ago. her signals are so god damn confusing and im too shy to tell her that i like her. on halloween she invited me to a party, i thought i was going with her, which technically i did. but not in the sense that i though. so im standing there and shes like oh *insert guys name* did come, im kinda seeing him. i play it off cool, maybe she didnt like him that much. so then later they kissed in front of me, so i went to the back of the house and chugged the rest of my 40 and threw it at the house behind it. (oh by the way, i was edward scissor hands for halloween. my costume was amazing, ill get pics up when i get them back) so lets see... what next... oh so now... im really confused. then my friend beth and i were talking all about this and we just layed there in her bed talking for almost 3 hours. and i didnt even care anymore about the other girl, beth always puts me in a damn good mood, i cant help but not smile. i think im starting to like beth, which im not sure is a good thing, cuz i really respect and like our friendship.
in other news - my parents have allowed me to take up to $4000 out of my college fund to set myself up with a digital slr and all the gadgets i need. i picked up a canon 20d, a canon 16-35mm super wide lens, a canon flat 50mm lens, a canon 550ex flash, 2 1gb flash cards and a monopod.
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leira:
it doesn't look like you're very active, but happy birthday anyways.
linux:
happy birthday