-swallow my lies. as i obscure my emotions.
why must i contest myself.
always against myself. embody another likeness.
death of true spirit. reflection brings question.
search for another.
i'm sorry. if i can't feel. i'm sorry i'm not real.
pour myself into a mold of you.
grasped too fast. lost my reflection.
immitation gets so far. but it kills from within.
every time i think i'm right. i come out wrong.
every time i think to myself. i'm against my self.
-sunday night..10:47. why does the weekend fly by so fast? i can't believe i have to get up for work in like 6 hours. i still have a fat lip. i can't believe i broke a bottle on that guys head last night. christ, i gotta chill with the drinking.
-that picture of that "Pippi" girl to my left frightens me. i've looked at her set and she's definitely hot, but that one picture kinda scares me. how does she do that with her mouth?
why must i contest myself.
always against myself. embody another likeness.
death of true spirit. reflection brings question.
search for another.
i'm sorry. if i can't feel. i'm sorry i'm not real.
pour myself into a mold of you.
grasped too fast. lost my reflection.
immitation gets so far. but it kills from within.
every time i think i'm right. i come out wrong.
every time i think to myself. i'm against my self.
-sunday night..10:47. why does the weekend fly by so fast? i can't believe i have to get up for work in like 6 hours. i still have a fat lip. i can't believe i broke a bottle on that guys head last night. christ, i gotta chill with the drinking.
-that picture of that "Pippi" girl to my left frightens me. i've looked at her set and she's definitely hot, but that one picture kinda scares me. how does she do that with her mouth?
-5:41am...what the fuck...who thought that this work thing was a good idea. why can't i just go on a game show and win millions of dollars? or maybe become a rock star...well, i actually blew my chance at rock stardom but that's another story all together.