honeylust

Today is the Lost Boys birthday!!!

Other then that its just another day. I feel sort of....sad. Ii am considering quitting smoking again-for real this time-I mean last time is for real too, but I have other motives now, besides my health-which I do not want to share, and its one of those things that if I do it, I am not gonna turn back.

I am sad bad the whole I idea just for the reason that cigarettes are a ten year old habit for me, and I am going to miss it, and probably mourn over them like they were an actual person opose to this deadly little stick. I always knew I was gonna be a smoker. I wish there was a sort of substitute for them. Like a thing that could be lit up, but didn't have all the toxins and stuff. I am even gonna miss the whole look of smoking which is sorta sad and cheesy, but I loved the whole idea of smoking way before I ever became a smoker. When I quit smoking I will also quit drinking coffee. Coffee and cigarettes are bedfellows-no smoke, no lattes! Good bye 7'11, good-bye.

Ii got to drink my water now before my workout.

PEACE