honeycrack

kaaaay.. sooo.. this is going to be a long boring update...

so yesterday i packed up all of my clothes and crap that i absolutely needed and headed down to my folks.. only about 1 1/2 drive.. but it felt very long.. it was overall a good day... my mom is the secretary at our church, and they have dinners for donations every wednesday night... last night was fried chicken and like the whole town of athens was there... it was crazy... i actually ran into an old friend (?)... he was there with his mom getting a carry out and he looked like crap.... scabs all over his arms.. eyes all sunk in.. looks like hes been shooting smack.. i dont know.. i wouldnt doubt it.. heroin and meth are huge in that small ass town.. but it was crazy seeing him that bad off.. .. ill keep him in my prayers.. he needs it..


anyways... soo many people showed up that the kitchen help.. which consists of about 12 older women and a few men .. didnt even really get enough food.. sooo instead of sticking around i left and went up to a little diner in athens and had a sammich there.. no biggy

then i went to my brothers house, Aaron.. the other red head in the family..... it was fun.. we sat out in his garage watching his dogs play... he has a weimenreiner.. and 2 german short haired retreivers.. one of the bitches just had 7 puppies.. they only have 2 left.. but anyways it was really good watching em all play together and haning out with my brother and drinking Busch out of a can... that some redneck shit right there.... lol... good times though...

now im sitting here at johns getting my crap together and trying to make the best out of the situation.. im not all that upset at all as a matter of fact.... the only thing ill really miss is this badass computer.. nice 19" lcd monitor.. bah.. oh well.. no biggy...

what really does upset me however is the fact that i have to leave this job that i was making good money at, had good hours.. had good people that worked there... my last day will be the 18th makes me sad... i just hate hate hate leaving jobs for any reason.... let alone cause i cant hack it in the real world.. and it just isnt practical to drive over an hour to work.. ... Diane said she keep me on mondays if i wanted it and i told her i would love to!!.. mondays are big money days for me.. it'd be worth it...

and i just wanted to thank all of you for your word of wisdom and crap... thanks...