Damn kids got me sick!!! FUuuuuuck, if its not the pain of ALL 4 WISDOM TEETH comin out, then its THIS. ewww constant vomiting. Can't get worse than that.
Wow it's been awhile since I updated. I'm sorry!!
My job is alright. Good fuckin money.
My bf is good. He's the best. But sometimes I think we're in totally different worlds.
My friends are ok. I miss the college friends.
I'm really thinking of finishing my last college year near LA. Basically I want to be north of San Diego but south of Downtown...
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My job is alright. Good fuckin money.
My bf is good. He's the best. But sometimes I think we're in totally different worlds.
My friends are ok. I miss the college friends.
I'm really thinking of finishing my last college year near LA. Basically I want to be north of San Diego but south of Downtown...
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postmodernsleaze:
i don't think i will ever figure my shit out. it seems to start making some sense and then WHAM!!! back 2 scratching my head.
SO did anyone go to the LA show at the El Rey Theatre? I was pretty fucked up. It was so fun and I just loved checking everyone out 
There were some hot ppl there!!!!
There were some hot ppl there!!!!
kod:
I wanna be fucked up too 
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misshavok:
You sent me a nice message once, then I never heard from you again, LOL, you ALIVE??
**Yay! My bf and I are going to the Los Angeles SG Tour show!!!! Will I see any of you there??
**I'm thinking of sending in pics for Bad-Ass Betties. We'll see what happens...or if they accept me!!!
**I'm thinking of sending in pics for Bad-Ass Betties. We'll see what happens...or if they accept me!!!
gahansgirl:
Have fun in LA
Oh & Just to warn u they don't pay & once u r there u can't do SG.
Oh & Just to warn u they don't pay & once u r there u can't do SG.
geekygoo:
If you want to get paid and can't get on SG, maybe you'd like to try Poison Dolls I'm there!! 
Hope you have fun in LA too.
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Hope you have fun in LA too.
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YAAAAAY!!! I GOT A JOB!!!
Now I can quit searching for one and talk to you beautiful women who have been leaving sweet msgs! hehe
Now I can quit searching for one and talk to you beautiful women who have been leaving sweet msgs! hehe
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joydiv:
Happy birthday! I hope you got more than the balloon here.
joydiv:
Belated congratulations (I'm always late in case you hadn't noticed)
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I'm so STRESSED!!!!!!!!
I HATE myself for being stressed when it could be much much worse.
I'm being such a bitch to my boyfriend.
I don't wanna move out cuz I love my roommates.
I'm nervous about applying to a new school...should I even do it?!!! AAAAAA!!!!
I feel like such a fuckup.
I HATE myself for being stressed when it could be much much worse.
I'm being such a bitch to my boyfriend.
I don't wanna move out cuz I love my roommates.
I'm nervous about applying to a new school...should I even do it?!!! AAAAAA!!!!
I feel like such a fuckup.
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candycox:
We'll definitely have to hang out sometime if you live in OB!
By the way, meds definitely affect people differently. I'm taking Lexapro right now for anxiety/depression, and at first I hate it cuz it made me fucking exhausted all the time. I think you have to wait a bit to really feel the effects... but if Prozac still makes you feel fucked up like that, then I would change meds. I tried Zoloft for a while and it did nothing for me. Sometimes you have to "shop around" for the right meds for your body. Lexapro has definitely done wonders for me.
xoxo, CC
(ps. My real name's Kit)
By the way, meds definitely affect people differently. I'm taking Lexapro right now for anxiety/depression, and at first I hate it cuz it made me fucking exhausted all the time. I think you have to wait a bit to really feel the effects... but if Prozac still makes you feel fucked up like that, then I would change meds. I tried Zoloft for a while and it did nothing for me. Sometimes you have to "shop around" for the right meds for your body. Lexapro has definitely done wonders for me.
xoxo, CC
(ps. My real name's Kit)
cinnamon_spider:
Awwww, you're not a fuck-up!!!
Being stressed is natural!!!
Take some time out for YOU, and I know that's easier said than done... even just five minutes can do you the world of good!
Being stressed is natural!!!
Take some time out for YOU, and I know that's easier said than done... even just five minutes can do you the world of good!
Thanks to everyone for your comments. I've decided to take a break from the meds as of now. I need to build up the courage to deal with 1 or 2 weeks of high anxiety.
I'm really fuckin pissed that neither the psychiatrist nor psychologist told me that I would feel like that!!!! What the fuck?!
God, this job searching sucks. I'm looking for a...
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I'm really fuckin pissed that neither the psychiatrist nor psychologist told me that I would feel like that!!!! What the fuck?!
God, this job searching sucks. I'm looking for a...
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troubledoll:
You have to do what you feel is right for yourself.....
If you do have more of the panicky/anxiety spells, at least you'll know it's not the drugs. I'm glad that you have only been taking it only a few days, once a psychotropic drug builds up in your system it's really risky to take yourself off them abruptly. (I learned this the hard way)
Take care of yourself.
If you do have more of the panicky/anxiety spells, at least you'll know it's not the drugs. I'm glad that you have only been taking it only a few days, once a psychotropic drug builds up in your system it's really risky to take yourself off them abruptly. (I learned this the hard way)
Take care of yourself.
ouioui:
Phone number to the salon is 619-579-0617. I am not totally sure about prices? I just started... Hey I don't know what you do now but you should work at a make up spot in a department store. I think that pays pretty well.
I hope to see you at the salon..
I hope to see you at the salon..
Ok so I was prescribed Prozac. The doc said it would help with my anxiety.
I took it for the very 1st time last night and I woke up at 3am feeling anxious, nervous, and thinking I was gonna have a big panic attack.
What the fuck, man?! I thought it was supposed to calm me down! And I didn't know that I'd feel effects...
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I took it for the very 1st time last night and I woke up at 3am feeling anxious, nervous, and thinking I was gonna have a big panic attack.
What the fuck, man?! I thought it was supposed to calm me down! And I didn't know that I'd feel effects...
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cinnamon_spider:
hun, don't worry... most meds for mental health stuff takes about 1 to 2 weeks to kick in and show any real effect!
It may be that by that time anyway, you may have to adjust the dose to get it right for you!
I've been on prozac... for depression rather than anxiety... it didn't work very well for me, so I changed meds... so rest assured that if it doesn't work, there are other things that can help... just give it time!
I'm here if you need a chat!
It may be that by that time anyway, you may have to adjust the dose to get it right for you!
I've been on prozac... for depression rather than anxiety... it didn't work very well for me, so I changed meds... so rest assured that if it doesn't work, there are other things that can help... just give it time!
I'm here if you need a chat!
noncompos_mentis:
prozac is a bitch. you're probably going to have to try different milligrams until your system (brain and body) finds an amount that works. the first couple days/weeks can be rough but just keep in touch with your doc.
are you taking any other stuff?
are you taking any other stuff?
So I put more pics up. I think I finally figured it out.
Sorry, most of em are headshots buuuuuut, you'll live.
Check out the hot ones tho.
Fuck, I'm addicted to buying lingerie. It's a horrible thing. At least that means I should be taking more pics.
***HoneyBunnie***
"I am a work in progress
dressed in the fabric of a world unfolding
offering me...
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Sorry, most of em are headshots buuuuuut, you'll live.
Check out the hot ones tho.
Fuck, I'm addicted to buying lingerie. It's a horrible thing. At least that means I should be taking more pics.
***HoneyBunnie***
"I am a work in progress
dressed in the fabric of a world unfolding
offering me...
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lylonijade:
thanks a lot for that msg. You really made my day. You just joined PSW right? You are the hawtness yourself.
enola:
Hi there and thank you!
Also for the friendrequest. Enjoy SuicideGirls land!
Also for the friendrequest. Enjoy SuicideGirls land!
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cinnamon_spider:
You are SOOOOOOO gorgeous!!!!! 
groove:
Definitely potential...
Sorry 'bout that.