Monday Jan 12, 2004

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Holy christ my back hurts. I did my frist suspension yesterday and all I can say right now is that i really want to do it again. Pics coming soon.
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modmanevan:
well fuck that.
allpaintedcold:
where's the damn pictures?!?~@@#?

Saturday Jan 10, 2004

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Sometimes the thing that you fear the most is the thing that you need to do the most. For me its been testing my body, to telling people about who I truly am, to telling my Dad that I am gay, its all ben so extremly hard. I lived in fear for so many years that I am tired of it, if i cant get...
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hellynn:
how did your dad react? i know my parents would be cool about it so im lucky. although im not gay and never had to tell anyone about it i know it mustve been hard
allpaintedcold:
I thought about sending you one of those postcards with the cat hanging on to the branch of the tree with the caption "Hang in there, kid!" to commemorate today's accomplishment. but I decided not to.

Friday Jan 09, 2004

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I can have bad days at work, my family can piss me off, i can be in alot of pain, but the second i put on that one song i have been wanting to hear all day (and there is always one of them) it all goes ayway. Today it was that Tom Petty song "Its Good to Be King". Yesterday it was the Electric...
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zenhell:
GUMMO is one of my favorite movies as well as JULIEN DONKEY BOY i initiated a journal for Harmony Korine in the SG film group but it died pretty quickly or was maybe stillborn

have a good day


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wren:
My right one wound up infected once, about six months ago. eeek

I agree with the "volcano of puss and pain" analogy. It was horrible! Like a bad zombie movie. I could squeeze my boob and puss would leak out!!! ACK! Terrible, terrible.

But at the time, I LOVED the piercings (I still do, I was just getting tired of the hassle) so I actually went to a doctor about it and was treated with antibiotics. It took WEEKS to clear up.

Thursday Jan 08, 2004

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This week has been good, cause i got to go back to work and make some much needed money. Oh wait no it wasnt, not only did i have a cold, which made work miserable but now i have pink eye. So now i am back to not working and not making money. I only hope that next week will ne good, and if all...
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pinkisux:
awww i love you too. (.)(.)
pinkisux:
awww i love you too. (.)(.)

Sunday Jan 04, 2004

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I really just think that everyone should know this. At 2:50 a.m. January 4th, 2004 I left my room to go take a dump.
pinkisux:
oh i wish! that pic was taken in my bathroom before i left for the party.
fetology:
As I read that, I was just about to go to the bathroom to re-wipe my ass, because I think I missed a spot, and it's starting to get itchy.

Oh, you know so much about me!

Saturday Jan 03, 2004

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You can do anything to me, but if your my friend do me a favor and dont call me a faggot.
pinkisux:
can i call you honey sugar pie?
allpaintedcold:
how about I just call you C.A.T.S. like the guy in the all your base video

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

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Oddly enough when i have the intention of doing something I know that I will eventually do it but it doesnt really worry me, the second I set a date for something I get extremly nervous. I have three weeks till i split my tounge and I imagine that as time progresses i will relax a little, until the night before. Then I probably wont...
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allpaintedcold:
PS: this is what part of the alphabet would look like if Q and R were removed
modmanevan:
winning tongue-sticking out contests eh? we'll see. haha

Sunday Dec 28, 2003

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He may be a worthless peice of shit nazi, but Varg still made three really good, and one pretty good black metal albums. His casio keyboard shit on the other hand is utterly pointless and should be collected and burnt in massive bon fires world wide.
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pinkisux:
you mean cum on?? oh baby!
holyshitbag:
eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek
hahaha

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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Yeo-My family did all the things i thought they would for about 10 minutes then they spent the rest of the night ignoring me. I think next year i am gonna ignore the fact that x-mas exists and spend the day alone.
fetology:
You seemed like you had a shitty day.
pinkisux:
i sorry. frown

Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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I really fucking hate x-mas, its a waste of my time, its just another day for my family to bitch about how i look, the fact that i still havent gone to school, and that i still dont have a girlfriend (this last one being because one of the things i am most afraid of is telling them the truth about me). That and it...
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allpaintedcold:
A-men to that shit
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