I need a fucking change of pace really bad, or a really strong addiction to heroin. I keep feeling like I am standing still while life rushes past me. I think mostly I just need some good hurtin, the kind that makes you look into yourself for that last reserve of strength, the kind that makes you forget everything else but the moment. I love...
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I hate my room mates girl friend. Short, simple, sweet I hate her. I wont be openly a dick to her out of respect to him but every joke i make about her will be serious. Damn i am pissed about this. 
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fetology:
haha, it's hard to see the monitor because of all the tears.
mia:
yeeeeees. come to the coast. you have a place to crash for the next month. Then I'll be there. Yes. You know. we can fight.
For some reason tonight I felt like every time I drank more I was closer to loosing friends and I didnt like that feeling. Its 6 in the morning and I am sober now and I am thinking that I really want to stay that way for a long time. Tonight was to much like the past for me and I cant do that anymore,...
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I cant quit listening to Neurosis and Jarboe again, fucking cd is too good, makes me calm and happy.
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mia:
calm and happy is neat. yes.
allpaintedcold:
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I like drinking, i have a problem. Not that I mind this problem or have any wish to change it unless the problem grows wildly out of control. But until that happens I like drinking.
allpaintedcold:
the problem with that is once it gets wildly out of control you can't change it. you're either a worthless alcoholic bum on the streets or you don't drink. at all. ever. that's how I view it anyways.
fetology:
I'm with /\ that guy.
Can it all really be answered by cute sayings and emoticons? If you look around it really seems like it.
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unoffensivename:
i felt creepy. i'd never worn so much dead animal before.
mia:
I have a new bite mark. I was sad yours was disappearing so I asked someone to bite me really hard in the same spot.
Hey does anyone have any funny pictures of small dogs?
I find myself feeling worn very thin lately. My arm has started to hurt a lot more, I just got two 4 gauge plugs put in my lobes, constant head aches from stress, really starting to feel the lack of nicotine, and other things. Most of it is my fault, and the things that are I would do again if I had the chance. I...
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How many entries can I make in a 24 hour period?
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pulloffmywings:
well.... i usually only make one a day. but, since 24 is the highest number, 24 *grins*
old man's child. YAY!
good to see someone who has their head on right.... gotta have the comp and porn in with those needed body parts.
midgets? lol, sadly, that was my high schools team mascot. we were *sigh* the dickinson midgets.
old man's child. YAY!
good to see someone who has their head on right.... gotta have the comp and porn in with those needed body parts.
midgets? lol, sadly, that was my high schools team mascot. we were *sigh* the dickinson midgets.
dayglow:
Getting lots of messages is fantastic, it makes you feel all warm and fuzzy. So are you? Huh?
Maybe it is just the lack of nictone in my mother fucking system but i am really about ready to explode on just about everyone i know. Not my friends but the other people. I am so tired of hearing about how someone did this or someone said that, who the fuck cares get on with your fucking lifes and quit bitching. If you wanna...
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