I forgot how angry I become when I fuck with my sleep patterns, all week I have been on the verge of lashing out at people who didnt deserve anything. The smallest things lately have been the most noticable. This person eats loudly, that person never stopds laughing, that person is just fucking retarded (keep in mind this all at work). That is also getting to me, the whole working 40 hours in 4 days thing. Ten hours a day I test a printer that I will never be able to afford or want, so that some huge corporation can make lots of money and not give a fuck about me. Working around people I cant stand is annoying, knowing I am wasting away is annoying, knowing that while I am at work there is something fun happening some where else and there is nothing I can do about it is annoying.
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Responsibility sucks, and it's always gonna, no matter if you love your job or not. I don't know why you haven't already realized this.
Also, sorry for waking you up, if that's what we did.