For some reason tonight I felt like every time I drank more I was closer to loosing friends and I didnt like that feeling. Its 6 in the morning and I am sober now and I am thinking that I really want to stay that way for a long time. Tonight was to much like the past for me and I cant do that anymore, I ned to be sober for a long time otherwise I am just being self destructive.
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