Sometimes the thing that you fear the most is the thing that you need to do the most. For me its been testing my body, to telling people about who I truly am, to telling my Dad that I am gay, its all ben so extremly hard. I lived in fear for so many years that I am tired of it, if i cant get over it I dont know what I am gonna do (not a hint towards stupid things just saying something). I have finally started takeing those steps though, I finally know what I can do to my body and am more then willing to do these things. Also I told my dad, after 10 years of being afraid, that I am gay. That in and of itself is the biggest thing I have ever done, or will ever do. As far as my body stuff goes that is purely proof to myself that I am strong and that no matter what anyone says I am who I am. Splitting my tounge is going to culminate everything, changeing something that should not be changed I think will show me just what I can and cannot do. Thanks to anyone who helped me through anything that has anything to do with anything I just talked about, and thanks to me for being able to do it.
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hellynn:
how did your dad react? i know my parents would be cool about it so im lucky. although im not gay and never had to tell anyone about it i know it mustve been hard
allpaintedcold:
I thought about sending you one of those postcards with the cat hanging on to the branch of the tree with the caption "Hang in there, kid!" to commemorate today's accomplishment. but I decided not to.