I figured I'd just post a small thing about what's going on in my life for those that may find it of interest. And it's just a good feeling to get all your thoughts on paper every once in a while.
I'll just start with my love life first, it's the shortest section so easy to finish. Hahhahaha... I'm so lonely...
Anyways! No steady relationship at the moment. I still have my FWB of which sex is really weird. Either we are perfectly in sync and everything just flows perfectly, or it's horrible and we just can't get each other off. Like what happened yesterday. The most awkward sex you can imagine.
I'm also talking to someone I met online. We really get along, a lot of things in common and similar humor. I just don't know if I'm all that attracted to her. Maybe it's best to keep that on a friendship level.
Lastly, I'm going to visit my ex on thursday. Haven't seen her since some time in november. So that'll be interesting. We ended things on a good note and still talk on occasion, but I'm not sure what to expect.
On another note. I finished my course on how to maximize your effectiveness while applying for jobs... right before easter, so the schedule I should have used obviously didn't happen since everything was closed and no listings were sent out.
It's going to be tough getting back into the groove of things. I can already feel the struggle. But I need to find a job!
On the lighter side of things, the weather is absolutely lovely right now. It's around 19 degrees and I'm wearing shorts. It is amazing. It's the first time I've gotten to wear shorts and a shirt in so long. It's kind of funny to see my reflection in things and see how much more tattooed I look than last time. It's a good feeling.
I've also been playing Dark souls 2. As I'm sure some of you are aware I had less of a loving relationship with the rat vanguard the other day. Well, we worked out our differences. Primarily with a Scimitar through the back, but now we're struggling with the Pursuer and that zone that is pitch black. Fuck that place. Fuck it so much.
I'm running a Dex build, but it won't get truly effective till I get the rapier from that moth caveren. I've forgotten the name. Oh well...
So yeah. Thanks for reading 'n' stuff.
iggy:
Ahhh the FWB trap. Either it's great, or it's just fucking awkward. Don't yet discount the person you're talking to online. Perhaps her pictures don't do her justice? Perhaps you'll meet and find her more attractive? I've met people online that I thought I'd fall head over heels for and ended up not liking them at all and I've met people that I was luke warm about and ended up falling hard for them.
holybasil:
@iggy I definitely shouldn't rule it out, no. I think it's just because I have a preconceived notion of what I'm looking for. I'll do my best to suppress that thought though! I'm actually meeting her later today, so we'll she how it all turns out.