hollywoodrocks

on the phone she cries all the time..
that's good I guess.. just cause it makes me know that she cares.

She tells me that I'm the only person that brings her to tears..

She says that it's not because I'm mean to her or anything, but that when I say things to her they touch her deep.. and it's in a way that scares her.. and panics her to even think about. (I think that means she values what I say) I don't know..

but either way.. she cries all the time..

she is a good girl.. that is for sure.

I even like the way that she is loyal to her new boyfriend.. it's just makes me know that I was right about her from the start.

we talk about all of our issues..
and she cries some more.. I make her laugh when she cries.. and that makes her cry harder..

oh,,, did I mention that Oklahoma is a wasteland where everything sucks.. sorry just kinda being a jackass for a second.. , but really.. the people here are really nice, but it does still kind of suck.

got my hair bleached again.. the chick that did it really rocked.. I'm kinda shocked.. it looks the best it has in years.

well.. I will update more later..

I hope that you all have a great

New Year.