hollywoodrocks

So I'm in Tulsa Oklahoma right now..(On Vacation to see Family). What a depressing place.. Maybe it's just bad memories or something, but.. this place kind of makes me sad..

well, really, it is nice to see my Mother and Grandmother.. They both rock the house yo.

I dropped by my ex-girlfriends sisters house today.. I gave her nieces some Japanese candy that I bought for them. Her sister was really nice to me and seemed honestly happy to see me. She went on and on about how good I look because I have lost so much weight. I thought that was really sweet of her.

Well... I have 9 more days here.. maybe something really cool will happen.

Update.. 12/23/03

I spoke with my ex today. She has a new boyfriend that she met in July and they are living together.. hum, that's a little quick I think, but anyway.. we talked on the phone today for a really long time, and I have to say that I'm just worn out with how upset I am. I miss her, and i miss her family. I honestly miss her family .. I just really don't know what else to say.. this just sucks.

I forgot to mention something that my ex said that really got to me. She said that one of her nieces.. (the one that just really seems to love me.. aww she is so sweet) still calls me uncle Jerry, and man that really just crushed me. She has always been such a little sweetheart.. I mean, I watched her grow up from this little small 4 year old .. and now well.. It's just all making me sad.

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