Good evening Suicide Land. I am sick. I got the sore throat and am feeling a bit weak and tired. Came home, ate a salad, and totally crashed. I will be crashing again soon 
Went to Long Island this weekend to see my cousin Tricanne get married. She had a small bohemian wedding. Her husband plays in a rockband and shes a massage therapist. They're...
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Went to Long Island this weekend to see my cousin Tricanne get married. She had a small bohemian wedding. Her husband plays in a rockband and shes a massage therapist. They're...
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acidevangelist:
Remember the old Roadrunner cartoons when Wile E. Coyote looked at the Roadrunner and fantasized that he looked like a chicken leg or some shit? Maybe Big L is doing the same with you. Is it usually right before lunchtime?
hollyjhomicide:
lol..come 2 think of it, lunch is one of the only times i see her.
I had very violent dreams last night. I got into several fights in my dream with subjects who only partially instigated shit...I mean, they were assholes. I don't know if being a asshole warrents me trying to pop your eyes out with my fingers, but in dreamland it does 
I am a firm believer that dreams tell you whats really going on in your heart...
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I am a firm believer that dreams tell you whats really going on in your heart...
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easylazyrider:
The best thing to do is to write them down. It works for me, I understand myself better after reading it later the same day. It had also help my Cotenant to write a poetry book haha
amillahhighlife:
A man has to do what he has to do. Unfortunately, There has been nobody to curl up to for sometime now. That shit just came out the blue. All good though 
thefreddy:
About Haunted:
Read the story about the boy in the swimming pool. Sickest shit ever.
Read the story about the boy in the swimming pool. Sickest shit ever.
Curl up with your vodka bottle
hopefully she'll soon have more curves then me
I told you before I don't want kids honey
no I don't want you when your helpless and
smelling like a waste of 25 dollars
I rather be home alone with my bones
and the rawness in my stomach from the taste of arsenic
July the 4rth sucked so bad, you...
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hopefully she'll soon have more curves then me
I told you before I don't want kids honey
no I don't want you when your helpless and
smelling like a waste of 25 dollars
I rather be home alone with my bones
and the rawness in my stomach from the taste of arsenic
July the 4rth sucked so bad, you...
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amillahhighlife:
Sorry baby. I really am. Mine wasn't to hot either. If ya need a shoulder, hit me up.
amillahhighlife:
Only if I had a proper distraction.
Went to Halo last night after the movie with Keith. Its the newest bar around these parts. I actaully really liked it. We were the only patrons there for awhile, so the bartender was just talking to us. Turned out he was a struggling film maker/actor/writier, and so Keith and I began talking to him about the arts and what not. We talked about books...
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amillahhighlife:
Read Johnathan Lethem's "Fortress of Solitude". You will love it! 
Or Choke, by the guy who wrote Fight Club. It's gonna be a movie soon.
Or "The Master & Margarita" by Bulgakov. A personal favorite
Or Choke, by the guy who wrote Fight Club. It's gonna be a movie soon.
Or "The Master & Margarita" by Bulgakov. A personal favorite
amillahhighlife:
I'm gonna go see Wall e on Sunday. thanks for the advice pretty lady!
dolly_lala:
lol i guess it could turn out to be fun, if it wasnt a million degres in my place. hah. So what sort of stuff do you write?
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nina_kova:
i actually am starting the "quit smoking" program at work. doing this on my one is not working so well. so - we'll see how that goes... I know I'll have to stop drinnking for awhile too - as drinking and smoking got together too well. I don't like watermelon, but have done the vodka infused many times....It's yummy and it's really cool to scoop out little melon balls, freeze them and use them as ice in drinks....
viejo:
30 days? You da woman! Keep it up, HollyJ. If I ever get out East, I want some watermelon and no smokes with you.
Go Holly, go Holly...
Go Holly, go Holly...
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amillahhighlife:
You are thin but arse is quite cute!
guitarpicker:
You are perfection!
Listening to Marilyn Manson's song 'Valentines Day'. I love his voice...its so deep and gutteral When he sings 'Slit a wrist and send us to heaven'---SWOON.
Anyway, so I have been dying to smoke a cigarette and it will be thirty days on thursday (unless you count that one stupid time two weeks back-which I totally don't). I was feeling sort of restless and crazy...
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When he sings 'Slit a wrist and send us to heaven'---SWOON.Anyway, so I have been dying to smoke a cigarette and it will be thirty days on thursday (unless you count that one stupid time two weeks back-which I totally don't). I was feeling sort of restless and crazy...
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nessy:
NO I haven't!!!! she has a new boook??!?!?! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
I'll go rent it/buy it straight away.
p.s I love you already
I'll go rent it/buy it straight away.
p.s I love you already
sweetbutch:
oh hell yes. ... i can spook a tranny at a hundred yards (you know the term "spook" as in sus out, identify, recognize)
spent a lot of time, five years working with homeless tranny hookers and others out on the whore strolls of time square back in the bad old days of crack n shit (early 90s)
now, yaz--birth control that makes big uns. how come i havent heard of this? why did i think the whole world was wearing push ups?
i just don't get out much any more
oh hell yes. ... i can spook a tranny at a hundred yards (you know the term "spook" as in sus out, identify, recognize)
spent a lot of time, five years working with homeless tranny hookers and others out on the whore strolls of time square back in the bad old days of crack n shit (early 90s)
now, yaz--birth control that makes big uns. how come i havent heard of this? why did i think the whole world was wearing push ups?
i just don't get out much any more
I think my digital camera is broken. I dropped it 
Went and saw Sex in the City, yesterday after work. I have to say, it was pretty fucking good. I am determined to move out of this place and back to one of the B's! Well not the bronx, or harlem...I'd consider queens and I love brooklyn. Anywho....
Had a sex dream last night. It...
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Went and saw Sex in the City, yesterday after work. I have to say, it was pretty fucking good. I am determined to move out of this place and back to one of the B's! Well not the bronx, or harlem...I'd consider queens and I love brooklyn. Anywho....
Had a sex dream last night. It...
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thefreddy:
well hooray on gettin laid
They say you can't write well if you don't emerge yourself in books/other peoples art
I have not really written anything or read a book since I've quit smoking
I still want a fucking cigarette...I want a fucking cigarette
Why is this taking so long ot get over???
It's been three weeks. Its been four complete weeks as of this Wednesday.
I feel bloated and...
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I have not really written anything or read a book since I've quit smoking
I still want a fucking cigarette...I want a fucking cigarette
Why is this taking so long ot get over???
It's been three weeks. Its been four complete weeks as of this Wednesday.
I feel bloated and...
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sweetbutch:
sounds like maybe you are trying to be too perfect -- quitting tobacco, cutting the chocolate, all at the same time
i used to have many 'bad' habits, now i have only a few -- that's progress right?
sounds like maybe you are trying to be too perfect -- quitting tobacco, cutting the chocolate, all at the same time
i used to have many 'bad' habits, now i have only a few -- that's progress right?