i feel emotionally exhausted...had to "process" relationships with 2 guys 2 nights in a row. i think everything has ended with both of them and that is a good thing. i need to not let myself make mistakes, when i know i am making a mistake just cause....well sometimes it is fun and exciting to make mistakes. lesson learned. moving on....being forced to move forward. feels good. i know i have made the right decisions. still i am fucking exhausted.............
looking forward to meeting someone i know isnt a mistake. how so much drama got created in a month where i was out of the country for 2 weeks of it is beyond me, but i managed to. got to go back to my drama free life style.
godi hate being single, but god i hate having to have "the talk", why cant hanging out and having fun just be enough....when did things get so complicated.....is this just "getting older"...dealing with more baggage that everyone, including myself has?
looking forward to meeting someone i know isnt a mistake. how so much drama got created in a month where i was out of the country for 2 weeks of it is beyond me, but i managed to. got to go back to my drama free life style.
godi hate being single, but god i hate having to have "the talk", why cant hanging out and having fun just be enough....when did things get so complicated.....is this just "getting older"...dealing with more baggage that everyone, including myself has?
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We humans are fairly complex, and relationships are rarely easy (at least in my experience). It's the nature of the beast, gorgeous.