im in one of my i give up moods which is better than how i was over the last few weeks i guess which was the i dont have any emotions mode.
i was talkin to this guy and i think i went too far with the 'i think im funny hahaha' reaction and i think he just thought i was compleatly stupid and let me go, without even a real goodbye. im like ok i suck
which made me realize, im not funny. thats probably why they pick ashley over me. because shes funny, im just a tool. why does everyone of my friends have someone but me?
it HAS to be me, you can only say its them for so long, so what am i doin wrong? what do i need to fix?
this is pointless i dont expect any comments because this is a total think outloud post.
i dont know what to do now ... ill go finnish the dishes
i was talkin to this guy and i think i went too far with the 'i think im funny hahaha' reaction and i think he just thought i was compleatly stupid and let me go, without even a real goodbye. im like ok i suck
which made me realize, im not funny. thats probably why they pick ashley over me. because shes funny, im just a tool. why does everyone of my friends have someone but me?
it HAS to be me, you can only say its them for so long, so what am i doin wrong? what do i need to fix?
this is pointless i dont expect any comments because this is a total think outloud post.
i dont know what to do now ... ill go finnish the dishes
It feels so liberating to be who you are and have no fears...I have just come to that point in my life. I don't care what I look like anymore cuz I know what I have to offer someone who is willing to take me on. I also don't care if people aren't in to what I am into cuz there is someone who eventually be into it too. I plan on being a leader of me...I am full of confidence now and no one can take that away but me....
Keep your head up and just be you!!!