what would make you a better person? apperantly if i lost weight i would be a better person. i went shopping today, i want to return it all. my mom looks at me all sad eyed and was like "you need to tone up" and she keeps repeating how pretty i would look
go to the bar havea good time feel pretty the way i am
its all good
see a friend of mine from school and hes all drunk and lookin at me like im some fucking beautiful fox, leans in and starts talkin to me and than goes "im gonna say it like a man, no hard feelings you have a beautiful face, youre so cute ... youd be so bangin if you lost some wight. the men would be all over you" AND THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME! people have had the balls to say it to me all my life
not that that is what i want, but i hear it and hear it, and it makes me wish it was true, i want to be beautiful in every single way, more than just my face
i dont want to be a psw anymore, i want to be active and healthy. thing is ive tried and i cant keep up with it, i need to find a program that is good for me, so far nothing
i hate it
"asha youd be so much prettier if you lost weight"
go to the bar havea good time feel pretty the way i am
its all good
see a friend of mine from school and hes all drunk and lookin at me like im some fucking beautiful fox, leans in and starts talkin to me and than goes "im gonna say it like a man, no hard feelings you have a beautiful face, youre so cute ... youd be so bangin if you lost some wight. the men would be all over you" AND THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME! people have had the balls to say it to me all my life
not that that is what i want, but i hear it and hear it, and it makes me wish it was true, i want to be beautiful in every single way, more than just my face
i dont want to be a psw anymore, i want to be active and healthy. thing is ive tried and i cant keep up with it, i need to find a program that is good for me, so far nothing
i hate it
"asha youd be so much prettier if you lost weight"
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
Well I kill myself telling myself I should have had kids and been more diligent at work and got promoted and all that s*it and other people don't say it so much as infer it but it wouldn't realy have been *true*. It makes the in-laws mad because I'm not living in a mansion etc. They'll have to learn to live with it.
"This above all things to thine own self be true" - my late father wrote this famous quote in my autograph book and I live by it.
I hate the coathanger ideal for women and the media frenzy which drives it. It's just another sales technique.
I don't adhere to any programs as such - I tend to add little things into my routine, I try to eat the 5 fruit veg a day but it doesn't always stick i end up eating 5 choc bars instead but I do keep on trying to do it. I think perserverance (especially if u can spell it!) is the key thing and you have to develop that for your own survival anyway.
Somewhere you mentioned something about guilty pleasures now that would be telling