Ashleys gonna be gone all week.
She works stupid amount of hours and her hubby is home from work.
I need to make more friends. i need to learn how to meet boys. i cant even remember how to ACTUALLY meet a dateable man. Where do i go and how do i pursue getting to know him.
It always blows up in my face. Like Matt who never did call me back. And Chris, who loved to tell me he thought i was breath taking and so sweet, yet stood me up at every chance we were gonna go out. And its nothing to be with nervious or something, hes just shallow and self centered. Ass
I am lonely. I want to be sweet to someone. I spent an hour last night decorating Ashelys bfs mirror because she wrote out this whole "reasons i love you" thing and i wanted it pretty. and ive given her like 1000 ideas and i want to do them for someone instead. Like have sex in my nurse costume. Grrr
at least when im single i dont have to go through what she will when he leaves to go back to work.
She works stupid amount of hours and her hubby is home from work.
I need to make more friends. i need to learn how to meet boys. i cant even remember how to ACTUALLY meet a dateable man. Where do i go and how do i pursue getting to know him.
It always blows up in my face. Like Matt who never did call me back. And Chris, who loved to tell me he thought i was breath taking and so sweet, yet stood me up at every chance we were gonna go out. And its nothing to be with nervious or something, hes just shallow and self centered. Ass
I am lonely. I want to be sweet to someone. I spent an hour last night decorating Ashelys bfs mirror because she wrote out this whole "reasons i love you" thing and i wanted it pretty. and ive given her like 1000 ideas and i want to do them for someone instead. Like have sex in my nurse costume. Grrr
at least when im single i dont have to go through what she will when he leaves to go back to work.
egon:
I hear that about making frineds. I'm awful at it. But I guess since i'm spoken for it isn't as improtant. But alas, I've lived where i am for 2 1/2 years, and when i leave in the summer I will have a very short list of goodbyes. i guess knowing that it wasnt permanet didnt help tho