i got up nice and early to get ready to go hand out resumes includin one to MAC
my dream job
buuuttt i left my curling iron at ashleys bfs house, so my bangs are a compleate mess. which wouldnt matter except presentation is a huge deal to me when it comes to mac
whats one more day?
i cant stop procrastinating and i feel like a compleate tool. Soon im going to run out of money and than i will hit rock bottom
no friends (just ashley, who will get bored of me soon)
no goodness with my family
no job
no money
no school
no love
i feel fat
and gross
i dont want to do this anymore
my dream job
buuuttt i left my curling iron at ashleys bfs house, so my bangs are a compleate mess. which wouldnt matter except presentation is a huge deal to me when it comes to mac
whats one more day?
i cant stop procrastinating and i feel like a compleate tool. Soon im going to run out of money and than i will hit rock bottom
no friends (just ashley, who will get bored of me soon)
no goodness with my family
no job
no money
no school
no love
i feel fat
and gross
i dont want to do this anymore
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whatever the problem is, it will pass and you'll find your smile again
You should fill your day evenly so do something to contribute to your job chances, something for pleasure as a reward for that, then something for health etc etc. I dunno but you need to maintain the self-discipline and keep structure - it's not nice, it ain't fun but it pays back well in the years to come.
no friends (just ashley, who will get bored of me soon)
Go talk to new peoples somehow, even organised socials or whatever you need to expand your social links by the sound of it
no goodness with my family
Generate some, somehow and keep at it
no job
Keep trying my best friend was out for a year and I flagged some jobs in my company and now he's back here
no school
It's never too late to do further ed. just think about what might stand you in good stead in the future e.g. ICT skills, personal skills etc what would make you more employable than the next person etc.
no love
we friends love you, so there, even if it's tougher love than normal 'cos you need to keep focussed and not get down-hearted
i feel fat and gross
we don't think you are , you are your best asset, so things ain't going well but yougot your health etc. and you is young. I'm 44 and feeling decrepit I've got to face an op on Monday which is not my fave thing and I won't be able to be active on a whim for weeks. You're walking and talking and able to kick ass!!
i dont want to do this anymore
Well that's the fun of life isn't it, it's in the mix it's like eating the nougat bar and finding it's all peanuts and no nougat and then the next time you get one it's all yummy nougat and zero nuts!!
Go with the flow and make moves and be patient and hope because things do change and stuff will happen good for you.
You're much loved.
In the meantime do some more pics please 'cos we simply can't get enough, hawtness