holidaywolf

God I miss her. I had her for one night. a wonderful night. I had loved her for so long and I had the chance to tell her but I didn't take it. I wonder how things would have turned out if I had told her.

she was the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. *sigh*

If I'd known how things would have ended up turning out I would have grabbed her hand run out the door and dissapeared into the sunset with her. flipping the old one off as we went. maybe I would've had cute l'il babies with her. ones with SERIOUS mental issues..... hehe she was as much of a nut as I am.

I googled her name tonight. I found an old link to her website that was taken down eons ago. nothing else. I guess that means she must not be making music any more. That makes me really sad as well. she had a beautiful vioce. and I can still remember the first song she played me. "Never again"

and as an added bonus tATu who reminds me so much of her has a billboard add up as I type this.

tell the ones you care about that you love them before its too late.

I love you. no wait not you.... you over there! yeah you! I love YOU!