I must admit that right now, I'm quite confused.
This seems to be happening a lot more often nowadays. Ever since I met Anika at least. She is by far the most confusing person that I've ever met, but undeniably provocative. There's just something about her that keeps me coming back. I absolutely love people like that. People that, when you think you've learned everything about them, they smack you in the face with something so surprising that you're left slack-jawed and, on occasion, a bit turned on.
The downside to someone like this, is that because you never know what they're going to do, you're in a constant state of confusion about their feelings toward you. No matter what hints, or clues they give off, or even if they blatantly tell you something, they always contradict themselves, usually by accident.
C'est la vie.
I really should get around to uploading some pictures, I'm a bit apprehensive about them though, I've just restarted my photography career and while the passion has come back quickly, the technical aspects are taking their time. I'm relearning everything fairly quickly, but there's a lot I've got to learn before I can start shooting for SG. Modeling was never my focus, so while I know the basics of it I was never an expert or anything close to that.
I like it though, and with any luck I'll be shooting a lot of practice stuff these next few weeks and be prepared for my first shoot. Which I'm quite excited about.
Wow, much more than I expected. If you read all that, thanks.
This seems to be happening a lot more often nowadays. Ever since I met Anika at least. She is by far the most confusing person that I've ever met, but undeniably provocative. There's just something about her that keeps me coming back. I absolutely love people like that. People that, when you think you've learned everything about them, they smack you in the face with something so surprising that you're left slack-jawed and, on occasion, a bit turned on.
The downside to someone like this, is that because you never know what they're going to do, you're in a constant state of confusion about their feelings toward you. No matter what hints, or clues they give off, or even if they blatantly tell you something, they always contradict themselves, usually by accident.
C'est la vie.
I really should get around to uploading some pictures, I'm a bit apprehensive about them though, I've just restarted my photography career and while the passion has come back quickly, the technical aspects are taking their time. I'm relearning everything fairly quickly, but there's a lot I've got to learn before I can start shooting for SG. Modeling was never my focus, so while I know the basics of it I was never an expert or anything close to that.
I like it though, and with any luck I'll be shooting a lot of practice stuff these next few weeks and be prepared for my first shoot. Which I'm quite excited about.
Wow, much more than I expected. If you read all that, thanks.