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Monday Feb 28, 2005

Feb 28, 2005
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I did it again.
I screw it up every fucking time.
When will I learn?

I don't have to screw a guy to get him to like me.
In fact, based on previous experience, I wonder if that's when they start to push me away?
Or maybe I just want too much from everybody. I want too much from life.

I fall too fast. I fall too hard.
I fall with my eyes shut tight.
I fall for them all.
I can't control myself.
I just want it all to end.
All I want is to fall in love--why is this so wrong?
kaliblue:
Some guys don't deserve the love of a good woman. They steal it from you. And that's what's wrong -- not that you want to fall in love.
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