hockeyjunkie

I'm not allowed to watch sappy movies by myself.

I just watched "Win a Date with Tad Hamilton." I actually thought it was really cute, but now I miss Joshua even more! I know I only have like four and a half days left, but it's hard. I hate watching people in love when I don't get to be with mine.

It's like when I listen to Jamie talk about Adam. Last Wednesday they were on the phone together and he sounded really tired and upset. So she drove the twenty-five minutes to go see him and make him feel better. I can't ever do that. When Joshua sounds upset, all I can do is talk to him. I can't just give him a hug and tell him things will be all right.

I'm going to start crying now. I miss him so much. I have to remind myself that four and a half days isn't that long. I have work and classes to keep me occupied. It will be all right.

ciao