Monday Mar 07, 2005

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Job Interview Today!

Of all places, it is at Video Maniacs. One of the two located here in Reno.

I wonder if working at the Video Maniacs in Incline Village has anything to do with the possibility of my being hired?

(looks around) Who the fuck cares? I might have a fucking job!!

Monday Mar 07, 2005

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March 7, 2004 - a day that will live in infamy.

Today is my first full day without a cigarette.

That's right, I made the decision late on the 6th. I am quitting smoking.

And it's all because I want to be an egg donor.

Oh well. My friends will be quite pleased (the non-smokers that is). But they also cannot understand how hard this...
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susannahjoy:
congrats! smile i want to be an egg donor. i think i have good genes, i should pass them on! well, except for my teeth... hm. where do you go to do that? (and yeah, i know it's a big huge ordeal, not like donating sperm, lucky guys)

Friday Mar 04, 2005

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I went out looking for a job again today. I applied at a small bookstore, a hallmark store, and yesterday I applied at two video stores.

I'm re-motivated to find a job because I just paid rent and utilities, and I have no money left in my account. I had gotten my savings account up to $300 after my loan reimbursment check, but it is...
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akl:
where are you from in cali?

job hunting sucks - you should talk to Kunzi, he just found a second job recently (offhand I don't know what it is, but it pays the bills eh?)

btw, click here

Thursday Mar 03, 2005

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I think this was an omen telling me that the time to be over Joshua (Russell, remember?) is now.

Valentine's Day 2004, I'm sure most of you remember, Joshua bought me this adorable little Frog Prince Charming. Charming has remained on the dashboard of Eddie for over a year now. Even the last five months that Joshua and I have been separated (has it been...
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kaliblue:
Unfortunately, I can offer you no words of wisdom concerning heartbreak, as I'm not terribly experienced with these matters. But I do believe that there's no point in wasting your love on someone who refuses to reciprocate. Shutting down emotions is a feat easier said than done, I'm sure... but I'd still give it a shot. Go through the breakup ritual of throwing/putting away everything that reminds you of him. Then let the rebounding begin.

Monday Feb 28, 2005

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I did it again.
I screw it up every fucking time.
When will I learn?

I don't have to screw a guy to get him to like me.
In fact, based on previous experience, I wonder if that's when they start to push me away?
Or maybe I just want too much from everybody. I want too much from life.

I fall too fast. I...
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kaliblue:
Some guys don't deserve the love of a good woman. They steal it from you. And that's what's wrong -- not that you want to fall in love.

Thursday Feb 24, 2005

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(sigh)

Tomorrow I fly to Portland. I will be back Monday (maybe Tuesday).

I'm flying to Portland, OR to see ...Sam...

I got the ticket for $5 because apparently my dad is a frequent flyer on Southwest or something.

I'm spending this weekend with Sam, and I can guarantee you I am the happiest girl alive. kiss
shivasshakti:
Yay for the happiest girl alive!

Wednesday Feb 23, 2005

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Click Here for a Giggle

I found this today online. Thought I'd give you a laugh.

Now make me laugh. kiss
balou:
hehehehehehe biggrin
shivasshakti:
I only have one joke, but hopefully it'll make you laugh! smile

So this grasshopper walks into a bar, and the bartender's like, "Hey, we have a drink named after you!" And the grasshopper goes, "Really? You have a drink called Jim?"

OK, OK, so I have the same sense of humor as a second grader.

Saturday Feb 19, 2005

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Ok. This had me cracking up. It's from this guy's journal I happened to stumble across. Have you ever gotten that email forward about "26 Things a Perfect Guy Would Do"? He posted the list, and followed each thing with his response. I'm still laughing on the inside.

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1. Know how to make you smile when you are down!
When will women realize that...
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Friday Feb 18, 2005

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Whatever happened to people just falling in love, getting married, and creating families?

Thursday Feb 17, 2005

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........

I know that a part of me wants to go see Jake.
I know that a part of me wants to go see Sam.
I know that most of me wants to stay right here and see what's going to happen with Code.

See...I just met my first new friend in Reno. His name is Code and he's wicked sweet. We went to Mcdonalds...
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shivasshakti:
Yay for friends! I'm glad you found somebody fun in Reno. smile
mrpinstripesuit:
Welcome to the neighborhood.

Don't sweat that stuff, make the friendship first. Otherwise you end up with a big pile of yuck.

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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The only thing I seemed worried about these days is my loneliness. God knows I need to find a job, but I just don't care right now.

Case in point:

Jake wants me to visit him on the east coast. I would love to see him, as I have not seen him in a year...since he moved back there from here.

Jake and I shared...
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susannahjoy:
i'd be careful. "seeing him would make me the happiest girl ever" - that one comment makes me nervous. you dont want to put too much emotional stalk in a guy who has been known to sleep around. if you think you're strong enough to know that it would probably just be temporary, enjoy the time you do have with him, and not get too upset if it doesnt work out, then great! it sounds like lots of fun! i dunno. just try not to get too emotionally involved would be my advice. which is pretty much useless cuz that's something that's really hard to control. *cough cough will cough cough* lol
shivasshakti:
Be careful; Susie's right. But you do have to follow your gut. I'm going through something similar right now. If not, you'll always wonder, "What if?"

And as far as the sleeping around goes, I love that you've put enough thought into it to know that some people just go through that. It sounds like you've got your head pretty square on your shoulders.

Good luck, girl! I swear I wish you the best.

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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It didn't work. He kissed me, and while he is a great kisser, I didn't feel a spark. Luckily we were open about it. He felt something, I didn't. Which made me feel really bad. He keeps telling me not to feel bad, that I didn't fuck anything up. But I can't help it. I knew that it would happen this way. Self-fulfilling prophecy? I...
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