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ok, i know i've made this same blog a few times in the past...but seriously this time...i am going to start blogging on here...it makes no sense for me to be a part of this great community and not join in more in any way i can...so here it goes...

last two weeks have been a roller coaster between great and horrible...the first girl i've really thought about a relationship with in a long time, who i guess we were dating for a little over a month, broke up with me during the conversation to figure out where we were in our relationship...kinda like this...

me: so what are we doing exactly?

her: well nothing now. i just don't think it's a good time, i'm still attached to my ex.

me: oh.

her: but we were definitely dating.

i mean...why not just tell me nothing was really going on and i was totally reading too much into having a good time? instead now i'm being broken up with instead of just feeling stupid...not that the other would have been much better...

so then college didn't quite want me back in it seemed, and then i finally got back and it turns out i didn't register for enough classes to qualify for student loans or aid of any kind...which i didn't register for more because i wasn't sure how much money they were going to be able to help out with...oops...

but i did buy a car...a beautiful 2005 sebring with leather and it will help me drive places so i can see people and maybe meet people outside of the bars i work at and maybe hit up a someone somewhere for something a little more risque...

so that's that...talk more later....