hlb

Tommorow is my birthday, yay. i am not taking off work for it though. Instead i took friday off so that way i have a 4 day weekend, . I am going with a bunch of friends to a boat party friday, costs 35 bux but its a bunch of people i haven't seen in a while. Its some form of raver party. I stopped eating drugs 4 years ago, the music no longer is of interest. However, there will be beer. I hope i have the ability to get so drunk i don't know my own name, In otherwords not driving. last time i did that was my cousins memorial day party, i drank a half a case of guiness. . . . oops. i dont even know how i drank that fucking much with out all over the place. well ultimately i ran out of guiness and switched to youngling. . . . that fucked me. A prayer was said the the godess of porcelin at the end of that night. i barely ever drink to that point but i needed to then. Now i just want to become belligerant on the boat, hopefully my freinds will have their camera's so i will have pix to post. I'm unsure if i should bring my digital camera. .

-another poem for ya:
Blind
I once lit a candle to see what I could not,
Only to find that I could not yet see,
Then I opened my eyes as the world burned before me.