I KNOW I havn't updated, I'm such a bad girl. Can't update from my house, shows up on temp. internet files, history and all that jazz....sometimes I remember to delete all that stuff, and sometimes I don't....( I PROMISED to take "myself" off of this sight, and I "did" (lie) but I havn't really) Again? How did I get myself into a situation like this? Usually, I wouldn't even allow someone to have that form of control over me? Somewhere along the lines did I actually care and try not to piss someone off? I'm not actually doing anything wrong, misleading, or cheating. I'm confused. I don't have enough time or energy to fight it..so I except it. Depressing huh? Spring is here! Yay!!! Sunshine and no more single digit weather. (hopefully no more snow)....well, quick drive-by and then I'm back to the same shit again. Hope everybody has a good one.

Still having problems I see, pity it's nice to hear from you, miss you
Spring, isn't it just dandy. Rain get's a bit warmer now!