What a night, I wanted to try and stay home from work, but no one would cover for me. But oh well. Theres a good reason I didnt do that.
Lets backtrack a bit. I recently became single again. It was a pretty clean break up. No anger, no ending on bad terms. But I still felt sad, as if I couldnt make her happy, or I couldnt do things right. But, I felt like taking the night off of work, hanging with some of the guys, and just playing some NES. That didnt work, so I ended up going to work.
At some point, three attractive girls come in, and are hanging around until their movie starts. They eventually jump in my line at concessions. When they get to the counter, I give them a smile like I do to all of the girls whom I find attractive. They got what they wanted, and when they handed me the money, they left. As always, I kick myself for not trying to say anything to initiate conversations, or what not. But when I look down to put the money in the drawer, I see a piece of paper on top, with 2 of the girls names and phone numbers. I was hella-psyched.
I catch the girls leaving, and when I examine the numbers closer, I notice both were local cell phone numbers. So I wanted to call them immediately and talk to them. My anxiety started to kick into gear, and kept me from doing so.
Later, at about 10:15, a co worker, Glen, decides to start to give me a lecture about how the "system" works. Picture sitting in a quite lobby and having someone yelling "SCOTT! YOU HAVE TO CALL THEM! THATS HOW THE SYSTEM WORKS! THEY GIVE YOU NUMBERS! YOU CALL THEM! YOU GET A DATE! YOU BREAK UP, BUT ITS OKAY BECAUSE YOU GOT HEAD BEFORE THAT!" And it continued with is reasoning of the system. So after such a motivational speech, I called em....
Got a date tomorrow.
So I got that going for me. Alot has helped me lately to boost my self esteem. Hopefully itll stay this time, no matter what trivial things happen that normally would have decreased it.
Anywho, I gotta go to sleep so I can get up early, and go see my mom tomorrow for Mothers Day. Goodnight everyone!
Lets backtrack a bit. I recently became single again. It was a pretty clean break up. No anger, no ending on bad terms. But I still felt sad, as if I couldnt make her happy, or I couldnt do things right. But, I felt like taking the night off of work, hanging with some of the guys, and just playing some NES. That didnt work, so I ended up going to work.
At some point, three attractive girls come in, and are hanging around until their movie starts. They eventually jump in my line at concessions. When they get to the counter, I give them a smile like I do to all of the girls whom I find attractive. They got what they wanted, and when they handed me the money, they left. As always, I kick myself for not trying to say anything to initiate conversations, or what not. But when I look down to put the money in the drawer, I see a piece of paper on top, with 2 of the girls names and phone numbers. I was hella-psyched.
I catch the girls leaving, and when I examine the numbers closer, I notice both were local cell phone numbers. So I wanted to call them immediately and talk to them. My anxiety started to kick into gear, and kept me from doing so.
Later, at about 10:15, a co worker, Glen, decides to start to give me a lecture about how the "system" works. Picture sitting in a quite lobby and having someone yelling "SCOTT! YOU HAVE TO CALL THEM! THATS HOW THE SYSTEM WORKS! THEY GIVE YOU NUMBERS! YOU CALL THEM! YOU GET A DATE! YOU BREAK UP, BUT ITS OKAY BECAUSE YOU GOT HEAD BEFORE THAT!" And it continued with is reasoning of the system. So after such a motivational speech, I called em....
Got a date tomorrow.
So I got that going for me. Alot has helped me lately to boost my self esteem. Hopefully itll stay this time, no matter what trivial things happen that normally would have decreased it.
Anywho, I gotta go to sleep so I can get up early, and go see my mom tomorrow for Mothers Day. Goodnight everyone!