so the meeting with jazz went really well, i think she was as nervous as i was... i loved the time i got to spend with deliah! oh my what a great little monki she is! i think i found a peice of my heart that had been missing, tht's the tricky part about having your heart broken, you never seem to find all the peices again...
hopefully i'll get to see her more often, and i think me and jazz are gonna be able to be good accquaintances and maybe someday friends again... this time though, i'm really gonna try and keep the drama form effecting me directly.
sunday night i got to spend some time with the wife, it was really what i needed, my head and heart feel 8 times better about us... it's odd how life is sometimes.
i also thought about a lot of what i want out of my life, and the people who are in it or who want to be, i think i made some decisions that will be good for my happiness in life, or at least i sure hope so. school os still a major goal for me i just think if i have to pay for it that it will wait til 07, the basic plan in life right now is just to try and get my school goals taken care of by the time i'm thirty, that way when i think i'm ready for kids i have my education taken care of so i can give them as much of me as possible.
yeah thats right, i wanna have kids but not until i'm 30...
tommorow ( i guess later today) i get to mail off some art and birthday goodies to pelirojo! i love sending mail!!!
let's see what else? oh in exactly 7 weeks (november 28th) my membership expires! i'll be honest i'm kinda looking forward to it... as long as i can keep up with my really close friends off the site i think i'll be able to actually leave this time, we'll see, there are a few key people who will sway this one way or the other though.
ok now my tummy, butterflies and all is ready to go to bed!
talk to you all soon!
smooches!
E
hopefully i'll get to see her more often, and i think me and jazz are gonna be able to be good accquaintances and maybe someday friends again... this time though, i'm really gonna try and keep the drama form effecting me directly.
sunday night i got to spend some time with the wife, it was really what i needed, my head and heart feel 8 times better about us... it's odd how life is sometimes.
i also thought about a lot of what i want out of my life, and the people who are in it or who want to be, i think i made some decisions that will be good for my happiness in life, or at least i sure hope so. school os still a major goal for me i just think if i have to pay for it that it will wait til 07, the basic plan in life right now is just to try and get my school goals taken care of by the time i'm thirty, that way when i think i'm ready for kids i have my education taken care of so i can give them as much of me as possible.
yeah thats right, i wanna have kids but not until i'm 30...
tommorow ( i guess later today) i get to mail off some art and birthday goodies to pelirojo! i love sending mail!!!
let's see what else? oh in exactly 7 weeks (november 28th) my membership expires! i'll be honest i'm kinda looking forward to it... as long as i can keep up with my really close friends off the site i think i'll be able to actually leave this time, we'll see, there are a few key people who will sway this one way or the other though.
ok now my tummy, butterflies and all is ready to go to bed!
talk to you all soon!
smooches!
E
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It's been a long time & no see.
I've chopped my hair, and haven't really done much else. BUT we should get together and hang out.