I want to fall in love.
I want to meet someone who isnt into getting all messed up all the time. I really want to be understanding and accepting of all my friends (new or old) that might do drugs, but I just dont relate. I prefer my clarity; Im stronger when Im not modifying all the time. Unfortunately though, this creates a gap between me and just about everyone else.
Getting high just makes me useless. In a group of people, if Im not high, Im the only useful one there. Stoners dont like dealing with someone like that, and I dont like trying to carry on conversations with a group of brain dead introverts.
What about mush? While youre seeing the landscape transform, or the vibrant colors, Im seeing the real world. Yeah, it is pretty amazing, but I imagine our reasons for saying so are a little different.
A night of ecstacy could be fun. I wont do it though because I know how the depression hurts me afterwards. Ill come dancing regardless, but you have to be understanding when I go to bed earlier, or when Im not as feely as you are
Ugh. I sound so boring.
Drinking is totally cool with me though. I dont mind people when theyre drunk, because they tend to just loosen up (or at worst, get loud or obnoxious, which I can always deal with). Im pretty sure I have as much fun (if not more) without spending the money on booze.
I dont want to preach. My choices are meant to be personal. Im just tired of opting out so often because everyone has these exciting plans to change their perception. I want some friends that dont have to be altered constantly to enjoy life.
I had an interesting night at the bar tonight.
I want to meet someone who isnt into getting all messed up all the time. I really want to be understanding and accepting of all my friends (new or old) that might do drugs, but I just dont relate. I prefer my clarity; Im stronger when Im not modifying all the time. Unfortunately though, this creates a gap between me and just about everyone else.
Getting high just makes me useless. In a group of people, if Im not high, Im the only useful one there. Stoners dont like dealing with someone like that, and I dont like trying to carry on conversations with a group of brain dead introverts.
What about mush? While youre seeing the landscape transform, or the vibrant colors, Im seeing the real world. Yeah, it is pretty amazing, but I imagine our reasons for saying so are a little different.
A night of ecstacy could be fun. I wont do it though because I know how the depression hurts me afterwards. Ill come dancing regardless, but you have to be understanding when I go to bed earlier, or when Im not as feely as you are
Ugh. I sound so boring.
Drinking is totally cool with me though. I dont mind people when theyre drunk, because they tend to just loosen up (or at worst, get loud or obnoxious, which I can always deal with). Im pretty sure I have as much fun (if not more) without spending the money on booze.
I dont want to preach. My choices are meant to be personal. Im just tired of opting out so often because everyone has these exciting plans to change their perception. I want some friends that dont have to be altered constantly to enjoy life.
I had an interesting night at the bar tonight.
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I hate people with their heads in the clouds too, I don't have those types in my circle of friends anymore. I usually just drink and once every few months I might smoke weed.