some days, death seems like a welcome escape
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okay, I'm back. I feel like I drove 12 hours to hang out at a friend's house, and I'm really happy with how my trip turned out. I'll fill in on the details and add pictures later. For now I will provide a soundtrack that I feel represents the emotional landscape of the past week. A lot of work went into picking the perfect songs...
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jada0402:
THATS SOME FUCKIN GREAT MUSIC...
jada0402:
THATS SOME FUCKIN GREAT MUSIC...
himillsy:
the day i became a man
I'm getting the hell out of L.A. for the weekend and going up to SF to hang out with some friends. Rough times, rough times.
I think I just need a slight perspective shift to get back on track. I'm going with my friend Alexia to see a friend's band play in Berkeley, and I really just want a crepe and some cooler weather, maybe...
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I think I just need a slight perspective shift to get back on track. I'm going with my friend Alexia to see a friend's band play in Berkeley, and I really just want a crepe and some cooler weather, maybe...
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I was just looking at the myspace profile of Amanda, my classmate that died of a heroine overdose three days before graduation.
It makes me sad. Why am I awake at 5am.
People really love you a lot, and passionately when you die. It's amazing. Because the same people that loved her so much and left her messages when she died were the same ones...
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It makes me sad. Why am I awake at 5am.
People really love you a lot, and passionately when you die. It's amazing. Because the same people that loved her so much and left her messages when she died were the same ones...
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I'm in a period of transition!!!!!
no, I'm not growing a penis. I didn't mean it that way.
But I'm definitely in between the 'just graduated from college' point, and the 'time to be an adult point'. I could stay here forever I think. Unfortunately my family isn't very happy with it.
"What is your plan? When are you going to graduate school? Where? What...
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no, I'm not growing a penis. I didn't mean it that way.
But I'm definitely in between the 'just graduated from college' point, and the 'time to be an adult point'. I could stay here forever I think. Unfortunately my family isn't very happy with it.
"What is your plan? When are you going to graduate school? Where? What...
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papaspank:
yeah. rushing things like growing up sucks. me...I just reverted to a child after being forced to grow up sooner. any day now i expect to develop one of those diper fetishes...now where did i put my pacifier?
aderleth23:
Change is valuable. Risk is valuable.
Youth is fleeting, and preconceptions, like rules, are made to be broken.
Youth is fleeting, and preconceptions, like rules, are made to be broken.
I am now officially a college graduate, so no further talk of that.
Instead I'll do something incredibly original and complain about boys. Still reading? You really are a trooper.
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well I was going to, but I'm grumpy and tired and completely devoid of motivation to complain so I'm just going to go to sleep and hope that tomorrow brings more beautiful events.
Maybe...
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Instead I'll do something incredibly original and complain about boys. Still reading? You really are a trooper.
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well I was going to, but I'm grumpy and tired and completely devoid of motivation to complain so I'm just going to go to sleep and hope that tomorrow brings more beautiful events.
Maybe...
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mrbyb:
you are so beautiful love your pictures 
papaspank:
A trooper indeed I am.
Someone always dies right before graduation.
Funny (or I guess not really funny at all) story- my best friend Carl calls me from Santa Barbara telling my Amanda-Cameron (one of my closest friends.. hyphenated with her husband) ODed on something on Monday and is in a coma with low neural activity in Glendale memorial hospital.
Of course I'm completely distraught. Amanda and I have been...
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Funny (or I guess not really funny at all) story- my best friend Carl calls me from Santa Barbara telling my Amanda-Cameron (one of my closest friends.. hyphenated with her husband) ODed on something on Monday and is in a coma with low neural activity in Glendale memorial hospital.
Of course I'm completely distraught. Amanda and I have been...
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brighteye:
Crazy story...glad to hear Amanda-Cameron is OK...though I still do not understand why you hyphenate the name, essentially referring to them as one person...but hey i am sure you have your reasons...must be one of those inseperable couples...like cojoined twins only completely different?
I too am more of a celebrate life kind of person...as much as people try to deny it, death is inevitable and as natural as birth...just another threshold to cross. Though it can be a bit sticky and messy and painful at times...just like birth...hmmm.
A couple of my favorite death related quotes:
"I am not afraid of dying, I just don't want to be there when it happens." -Woody Allen
"When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song, and die like a hero going home." -Tecumseh
hope your graduatation went well
I too am more of a celebrate life kind of person...as much as people try to deny it, death is inevitable and as natural as birth...just another threshold to cross. Though it can be a bit sticky and messy and painful at times...just like birth...hmmm.
A couple of my favorite death related quotes:
"I am not afraid of dying, I just don't want to be there when it happens." -Woody Allen
"When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song, and die like a hero going home." -Tecumseh
hope your graduatation went well
The schoolwork has been finished.
The bills have been paid.
The paperwork has been done.
Cap and gown have been rented
House is clean, family's coming on Wed.
Time to get CRUNK
The bills have been paid.
The paperwork has been done.
Cap and gown have been rented
House is clean, family's coming on Wed.
Time to get CRUNK
brighteye:
fuck an A
Congratulations! I always knew you would be able to pull it off. Though I had my doubts after the whole liquor store robbery/shots fired thing...hey wait a minute stop listening to my internal dialogue!
But really congratulations, you must feel on top of the world. You the wo-man!
Congratulations! I always knew you would be able to pull it off. Though I had my doubts after the whole liquor store robbery/shots fired thing...hey wait a minute stop listening to my internal dialogue!
But really congratulations, you must feel on top of the world. You the wo-man!
icarustar:
Awesome. I love how you think. After I finish this last paper that is my plan as well
What I've done since I finished school:
Thursday:
Ate Sushi at East downtown with Alexia, Bjorn, Zombie John, and Chrisrobin (drank some sake called "Crazy Milk", yes, crazy milk. This obnoxious woman was socially clinging to the sushi chef for dear life trying to get him to correct her Japanese pronunciation. I wanted to give her a dildo.
Went to Corey's house in Echo Park...
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Thursday:
Ate Sushi at East downtown with Alexia, Bjorn, Zombie John, and Chrisrobin (drank some sake called "Crazy Milk", yes, crazy milk. This obnoxious woman was socially clinging to the sushi chef for dear life trying to get him to correct her Japanese pronunciation. I wanted to give her a dildo.
Went to Corey's house in Echo Park...
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allycat_13:
I would say your mom saying decent would be a preppy ass outfit with no fun to it. Just wear a plain black dress. Thats what I did. Now to my brothers gradutaion I wore my green hippy dress that showed my tats. he he
Dude, thats great your having so much fun. Congrats!
I have a test and a final tomorrow, two finals tuesday, and my last final friday. Gonna study til um midnight or so tonight. Then hella more hours tomorrow. But it will be done with.
Have tons more fun and revel in this graduation. Such a hard subject.
Dude, thats great your having so much fun. Congrats!
I have a test and a final tomorrow, two finals tuesday, and my last final friday. Gonna study til um midnight or so tonight. Then hella more hours tomorrow. But it will be done with.
Have tons more fun and revel in this graduation. Such a hard subject.
Can it be? Am I really done with school????!!!!
I don't even know what its like to not have a crapload of shit to do! I just have to turn in my (already written) thesis and a few documents and then I'm done!!!!! Woohoo!!!!!
Check out the new, pos-bacchalaureate Himillsy.
USC Alumna
B.A. Neuroscience
B.A. Fine Arts
It's a scary, but exhilarating time. Many adventures...
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I don't even know what its like to not have a crapload of shit to do! I just have to turn in my (already written) thesis and a few documents and then I'm done!!!!! Woohoo!!!!!
Check out the new, pos-bacchalaureate Himillsy.
USC Alumna
B.A. Neuroscience
B.A. Fine Arts
It's a scary, but exhilarating time. Many adventures...
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icarustar:
Congratulations!!
I AM GLOMERULAR FILTRATION YOU ARE A LOOP OF HENLE TOGETHER LET US MAKE URINE
hehe.. physiology final down. One anthrolopology ( I like spelling!) paper to go until NO MORE FUCKING SCHOOL FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.
...micturition is for urethras.
hehe.. physiology final down. One anthrolopology ( I like spelling!) paper to go until NO MORE FUCKING SCHOOL FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.
...micturition is for urethras.
allycat_13:
I hear ya on that one. Me wanting to go into psychology so bad I have probably 4-8 years of school. Still have to obtain my associates at the community college I am going to. 
Congrats on getting so far in school!!!!!!
Congrats on getting so far in school!!!!!!
icarustar:
micturition is for urethras.
I hear ya.
I hear ya.
..... did I creep you out or something?