himes

I'm laying - listing perhaps - ne'er listless. always moving but where

I've been holding my thoughts lately. as my brain, some landfill for daydreams, slowly swells and constricts. it is a pulsating near numbness that occupies s of late.

There is much to be unsettled and irritated about - but nothing seems to resonate. My bell needs alignment, my timing tuned.

I want to be optimistic but it's easy to imagine disintegration tonight.

I plan to fall into dreams tonight, and search for some answers or possibly more questions. As i did this morning - where I woke up literally thinking, "what happens to your mind when you spend more time touching yourself than another woman?"

Let's find out...