hiltinkerbell

About Me: " I Am My Own Canvas,I Will Paint Myself With Beauty."

"Pain is Temporary, Pride is Forever."

UPDATES- I won't be online much in the next few weeks. I have a lot going on. Those of you who know me, know what's going on. To the rest of you, be patient and give me time to respond!

**** WOOO**** I've been accepted into SuicideGirls.com! Look For more info later!!!******** When i have my life in order then i will post my first photoset. i'll have a link in the future, so for now just be patient. My life is more important to me .. Relax



::::::Events:::::

None Listed Currently

* If you plan on wanting to talk to me, you better know about me first, you just may not be my type.lol. *READ ON FUCK FACE*

*** Growing Up ***

You warned me, but, i was naive and ignorant.. i was blinded..by what? I'm not too sure. I think i was a bit insecure and it felt nice to have a "hott" guy like me. It's not about looks, it's not about feeling comfortable with someone else. Finding comfort in myself one day will exceed any type of comfort. I wait for the day i can love myself truely and love everything about myself.. not just a few things. my experience has proved my girlish ways. But today, i'm done with you. Today i might cry for being stupid, yet can still smile because i am now becoming a Woman. Hah what can i say? You got me.Retard me! I want to thank you for showing me how naive i really was! You don't wear your heart on your sleeve for someone to just grab. I definately did. You don't let someone control you and lie to you. Go with your instincts, i never did, i just believed he really loved me. But, if he did love me, he would have never put his hands on me the way he did. He would not have yelled at me and would not have made me cry everyday. He would not have lied about his life, about the girls he screwed over and impregnated. If it was love, it would NEVER had been like that.You can't redo the past, but you can always learn from it. I'm here only to show my strength. I'm here to show my wisdom. I'm here to grow.. to laugh and to smile.

I'm not here looking for internet relationships. It's a proven fact that they simply just don't work. I'm not here to get laid, because simply, i don't find it attractive sleeping with people u have no clue about~ I'm here to learn.... and wow i definately am Thanks to all of you who care! i thank you for being such great fucking people. you amaze me!!

** You're On Your Own My Little Nightmare**

I'm a strong believer in karma. I think what comes around, goes around. If you act like a douche bag, your time will come, like a slap in the face. So fucking hard. If you try to fuck me over in anyway, I, yes, I will be your karma. I'm not a girl you can mess with. For example, my ex bf (alex) tried defrauding me and he succeeded in disturbing my life and has put me in a hole money wise. But, he chose the wrong girl to mess with this time. I have the balls to fight back. I'm slapping him back in the face legally. Girls who have had bad experiences with this psycho ( you know who you are)like I, stay strong and fight back. BE HIS KARMA! Don't let it happen to you.


I'm (.........)

If I want to contact you, I'll ask for a screen name... if not don't bother me. i usually wantto talk to the person i am about to give info to. Sorry but yes it has to be that way. For my comfort and i dont care if you don't like it. suck it the fuck up you fart.

*Piercings*- imagine that

*Tattoos: 1

*Yes, I'm a fucking Lush too. you love it. wine it is .. just one because, it will wreck me the whole night. I'm a cheap date.

I love fashion and style, im a sucker for clothing, shoes and accessories,( I'm addicted to E-Bay) i guess you can say im high maintainance, can't handle me, too bad! i like when guys spend their money on me ( no im not a gold digger, it just feels nice to be bought things) you can look at me and assume whatever the fUck you may l
like, but hah! you have no fucking clue.

*Im obssessed with the celebrtiy world and i am addicted to Star magazine. im a huge fan of Paris Hilton. shes gorgeous and lavable. her style is amazing. god id give anything!! im a huge fan of David LaChapelle. he is an amazing photographer. I'd love for him to photograph me. Im such a damn DREAMER!

*I can be jealous and dramatic, it's a part of me as well as it's a part of you.I'm human, i breathe and sleep and shit and work, i have skin and veins. i have FEELINGs! i can be sensitive and unhappy, i can be your best freind or your worst fucking nightmare , you decide! i can be loud and humorous, only because i love to smile and laugh. Projecting positive energy feels better than being a bItch.But i admit i do LOVE fucking with all the little boys on this site. lol i talk shit just to see the same reaction all the time. c'mon boys show me something interestin!!!

*My friends; I hold my friends so close to my heart.Your true friends are the ones you adore and admire, and you know they feel exactly the same way about you.They willalways go out of their way just to ease your pain. they will listen to you bitch and whine about how completely fucked up your life is, but can relate and be able to give you a hint of where to go next. They let you cry your tears and wet their shirts.. WITH MAKEUP! They have this sense of protection and want the best for their other friends

* I am intrigued by humans and the way you can always learn something new or admire a new quality someone posesses. I love interacting (I'm always the social butterfly) and just getting to know people. Someone will always have a new outlook on life that makes you think as well. We were all put here for a reason. We all have different views on life. Let me learn some of them.

* If i think your interesting you will know. if not. oh well! --- you fuck with me ill hit you back 10x harder. Yeah i can be a snot but most prefer to call me sassy. I'll say what i want when i think is appropriate. i have the balls to speak up and tell you what im thinking. I have a Sass mouth.. I find it attractive... most men do. They all want what they can't have.

i love being loved. my looks do not define my personality* i dont give one fuck what you think i should look like.. this is me. take it or leave it! im not a size 2 waist..and i can accept that! dont expect me to be skin and bones, it will never happen. I promsise..i have a ghetto booty,thick thighs and little love handles.I admit i have curves, but know for damn sure i can wear them well! so if your looking for miss perfect with bony everything, she doesn't exisist under this profile.. move along.

*i have my flaws, just like any other human that walks this earth. No one is perfect. In my opinion, our flaws are what make each of us unique. If your going to knock em' oh well, i see how you are and you are a waiste of my fucking time! i am quite opinionated and will have no problem stating what i belive to be true. im honest to your face. i may seem blunt and bitchy, but i assure you i have a lot of respect for people and go out of my way to be a good person. I know what i want and i know how to defend who i am and all that i stand for

* I am my worst critic, yet I am my biggest fan. Sometimes I hate the choices I make, but, I have the ability to learn from my indescretions and never repeat such ignorant mistakes. I try to make the best of everyday, because I know that I am still at the begining of this amazing challenge of creating a fullfiling and sucessful life. I thank God for many things,but, to sum it up, I thank Him for life and knowledge and someimes decent human beings.

::::::: NO?:: YES?:::::::

Yes- I do like to flirt, but, don't take what i say to you to your heart. If i tell you i want to sexor you, i really don't. So keep it in your pants.

No- i will not fuck you over in any way.

Yes- i may think you're hott but this does not mean i will hop on a plane to come see you if i have not had a friendship with you previously.

Yes- i might want to hang out with a few of you. Just because i think you're rad and i love meeting new people... but

No- we won't do it. If your looking for a peice of ass, I'm not right for you. Sorry but my goodies are treasured for those i care about.

No- I am not accepting applications for relationships what- so - ever. this is the time to connect with myself.

YES- I am willing to hang out with a few of you people from here. You rad kidds know who you are!

NO- the number one spot on top girls will not reward you with anything in real life. So Bitches get off your high horses and realize a website does nothing but provide entertainment!
NO- being the biggest bitch on bang me does not prove to anyone how tough.. ehem wait.. how insecure you are with yourself.

-------FETISHES-----

Holding hands
HIPBONES *ORGASM*
Beautiful eyes
Mesmerising smiles
Photogenic people
Preppy guys
Hardcore hotties with the piercings
Construction workers
Masturbating while im driving
Accents
Massages
You eating my cunt
I'm a badge bunny, nothing like a man in uniform HOTT
When he knows how to work me up
Hockey players mmmph!
Delivery men
Passion
Romance
The lust
Making out
Taking me shopping
Drinking and dancin... oh so dangeroous lol


--------------*Favorites*---

Food- pizza, salad, pickles, bagel bites, buttered noodles and parm cheese, blow-pops
Color- hot pink, black, red
T.V. Shows-
Website-
Celebrity- IM ADDICTED TO YOU PARIS HILTON
Animal: kitties!!!
New Obsession- Trucks, Big loud mean fast trucks, Huge fucking tires, lift kits


---What Attracts Me ---

A Hot pair of full lips- be sure you know how to use them, i can tell by a kiss if i will like you or not. If you kiss way too fast uh uh no way. i like soft passionate deep kisses.

Sexxy eyes- mm Green and Blue do it for me. I'm not a huge fan of brown. I love flirting with eyes and smiles... which brings me to-->

Gorgeous smiles- A smile could melt me. This is a biggie! Sorry if you are missing teeth, get away, its like touching gums with my tongue. so fucking gross.

Nice sexxy hair- i love shaved heads, shaggy, or spiked hair. mmm yum. no receding hairlines?? k? eh if you're hot you're hot!

A thick body- I hate skinniness, i hate guys with no love handles. i like full arms and thick guys. if your ribs are pertruding out of your skin, you're not my type.

ASSES!!!- I want an ass i can grab onto like RAWR. oh yeah

Your level of Respect- If you're just plain rude and show no respect you're gone. i like people that go out of their way to make others feel nice.

Your Honesty- don't lie to me, don't play games, i'll know. I'm not fucking stupid. haha

Goals- you must have plans for a future and a career. I'm sick of boys, yes little boys with no jobs, no schooling, no means of transportation, sits on their ass all day, and think they can take your money? i don't fucking think so!

Intelligence- i love a person who can show me a few things that i have not learned before. i love people who read and have a thisrt for knowledge. i love people that know the english language and aren't over twenty years old and still need a fucking phonics book.

Romance- Show me romance. I'm all about it If you are too,we will get along

-----------MY HATES-------------------------
* I don't reset my score every 10 fucking minutes to be on top. lol You are pathetic! oh yeah internet popularity will get you real far in life. fucking moron.
* GIRLS WHO BEG to be rated. are you fucking kiddin me? lol like a number determines your self worth. your ultimately superficial and just plain fucked in the head. i suggest you commit suicide now and get it over with!
*guys named Steve.. every guy named steve that ive dated or even talked to are complete morons!
*when u say you will call me and u dont*
*when u have 50 whores
*having your photo album filled with nothing but you and 70 different girls.. lol what are you trying to show? ooh you can get mad females? your gross and disgusting. AND hah your a whore! Take your Crab infested unit and break it off.shit with all your gross STD's you don't need it!
* overbearing men
*girls trying to take my men (key word being-trying)*
* not being able to spell.. haha 'hy yoru hot mesage me sumtime' how about you go back to fUcking kindergarten*
*when u dont have time for me (i need a lot of TLC!!)*
*when guys ask for nakey pics*
*if u hate cats i hate you*
* i hate you assholes who think looks are everything because their not.. if you would open your mind and eyes you could see to the heart.
* If you are underaged, dirty looking, a pervert, looking for sex on the net, an old bald guy,or a stupid fucking cunt GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE!
* Ex- boyfriends suck. Cheap gold diggin sons of bitches.(Ale) It's ok though, you need the money more than i do..

***PS***



- YES I take my own pictures. Really.

-If you find yourself being jealous over someone else's beauty, compliment them rather then bashing them!

-lol i'm dislexic and fUck shIt up.. oops

-Calling me names and starting rumors just doesn't hurt anymore. i'm not 7. thanks!

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