I have to say that I love what suicide girls is offering for those of us females out there who are empowered by their edginess and can still be elegant and looking for the opportunity to do print modeling, erotic modeling, dancing, and touring the world. But it also have to say how hard It is trying to keep up and maintain an image on this website on any website I feel like if I wasn't out here working 12 hours a day five days a week I would have plenty of time to create a social media image of myself to continue to uphold. I don't know how people become Instagram famous don't know how people get up to 1000 followers before their first set even drops. I don't know how to uphold an image on the Internet, but I want to be seen I need to be seen I just don't know what I'm doing right and I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm very real and very raw and I've said before the only fake people have an image to uphold. I don't know what all these people are doing to gather their followers and fame do I need to just be camming more online do I need to quit my jobs just to blog what am I doing wrong what can I do better how can I be better when will I be seen I deserve to be seen I have a story to share with the world and the women I want to be a part of their story how can I be.
