I used to not care about my future. I didn’t care what I did with my life or what happened to me. I had no ambition or drive to live life as much as I possibly can. That’s completely changed since I found someone who makes me want to wake up and try to better myself I want to be better not only for him, but me. I want a future with him and only him. I have fucked SO bad in my life and I’m trying to fix all of my mistakes. I have never loved anyone more in my life and I’m trying get my life together and while it’s hard the fact that when I will be with him it will all be worth it in end. The stress and anxiety is not fun but it will only make me stronger.
