For the past year I've been pushing myself to lose weight. I've gone from 225 to 160 and despite that huge change it's not enough. I have a goal of 120 lbs (I originally wanted 100 but I've grown to like my hips and I'd like to work on getting my butt in better shape) and I want to start looking into becoming a hopeful. It's something I want reward myself with. I want to feel good about myself and I have 40 lbs to go. I know once I lose all the weight I want to it won't solve all my insecurities but it's a start. With all the support of the members on here it's given me the drive to help get to my goal
And since I'm sad about not being blonde anymore and can't wait to go back to to it here is an old selfie