highsenberg

I think this might be more of venting? I have never been in a relationship (shocking being that I am 23) and I honestly have no idea what I'm doing with the guy I'm talking to. Not only is he the first guy I've ever...loved but he's also across the country. While I'm willing to travel to visit it's really shitty to know there is someone who wants you and misses you when you're not in contact and you can't even see them on a daily or even every other day. I often ask myself is it worth it and it's usually answered with I can't see my life without him. This is incredibly dumb, I'm sorry.