Jenn's got it bad.. it wasnt so bad before, it was downright okay... and here i am again..
the thing is after we made out that first time he said it wouldnt happen again, that it wasnt a good idea.
two and a half months later, we did again.
and now i am spending a lot of time with him, i did before, but still, i am spending a lot of time with him. talking about absolutely nothing, no less.
and i am confused
is 25 and 19 too big a difference?
i am not sure if thats the problem or if he simply doesnt like me.
yes i am being emo. i need some insight shed, i want to know what passive pursuit is supposed to look like. if he didnt want what is happening to happen, why does he not pull back?
instead we have a 3-4 outings a week deal going on.
and i miss him when he isnt around...
maybe i should just step back and let what happens happen.
i always attract the ones i dont want, and fall for the ones i cant have
Au revoir
xox Jenn the Jew
the thing is after we made out that first time he said it wouldnt happen again, that it wasnt a good idea.
two and a half months later, we did again.
and now i am spending a lot of time with him, i did before, but still, i am spending a lot of time with him. talking about absolutely nothing, no less.
and i am confused
is 25 and 19 too big a difference?
i am not sure if thats the problem or if he simply doesnt like me.
yes i am being emo. i need some insight shed, i want to know what passive pursuit is supposed to look like. if he didnt want what is happening to happen, why does he not pull back?
instead we have a 3-4 outings a week deal going on.
and i miss him when he isnt around...
maybe i should just step back and let what happens happen.
i always attract the ones i dont want, and fall for the ones i cant have
Au revoir
xox Jenn the Jew