On one hand, I'm glad I left Saginaw
But I miss my friends and family. Ive never been so lonely in my entire life.
I literally sit in my basement until I have to go to class. No one comes over. No one calls (except at 2am when they need a ride from the bar or want someone to touch them). Everyone makes plans with me, then bails.
No one really talks to me in any of my classes. Even if I talk to them first. Ive been thinking about just going back to Saginaw. I hate Lansing. I've been here since July, and I hate it. I don't even want to stay the whole semester. I only have class on Tuesdays, so it wouldn't be that bad.
I HATE Saginaw. Always have. Always will. But at least I wasn't alone.
But I miss my friends and family. Ive never been so lonely in my entire life.
I literally sit in my basement until I have to go to class. No one comes over. No one calls (except at 2am when they need a ride from the bar or want someone to touch them). Everyone makes plans with me, then bails.
No one really talks to me in any of my classes. Even if I talk to them first. Ive been thinking about just going back to Saginaw. I hate Lansing. I've been here since July, and I hate it. I don't even want to stay the whole semester. I only have class on Tuesdays, so it wouldn't be that bad.
I HATE Saginaw. Always have. Always will. But at least I wasn't alone.
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ilyaxous:
You can still go to the bar in Montreal... ;-)
eyehatetherain:
