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worst weekend of my life.

My sister has a lethal infection and a kidney failed. Chicago hospitals are shitty. I haven't eaten, slept, or bathed since Friday morning.

The people we rode down here with left already. So I don't know how we're getting home. Our mom won't answer my calls or anything. Which is no surprise. She doesn't care, and we're well aware of...
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curioustomcat:
I've been in bad situations like you are in now and know that mere words do not help but that it is good to know that there are people you can turn to evenif you decide against doing so...

Me and others, we are there.
ilyaxous:
Oh my goodness! After getting your email, I was pretty gobsmacked.

I can only hope things go well with surgery and that your sister is thankful she has you!
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I have a problem. I am an addict. Last night was the first time I realized it. But I'm taking a step in the right direction.

Oh, my drug is The Red Wings. Soooooo tonight is game 7. Most important night of my life. Stanley Cup is on the line. Sort of. I doubt the Pens can boss up in Hockey Town. They better not....
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r3x:
The Canterbury KIWI??? Or some other Canterbury sports logo I'm not aware of? haha

I'm almost afraid to ask where you're planning to get it placed. tongue
hicutieletsdance:
Ummm rugby brand. Birdies. Left side ribs.


HOW THE HELL DID THE WINGS LOSE? Excused me while I hang myself.
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More of my financial aid was cut. Great. Looks like I won't be going to school next year, after all.


I don't know that things could get worse. frown
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hicutieletsdance:
I'm going to need a co-signer for a loan. Chances are I won't be able to find someone to do that.
ryanlbcgm:
Good luck with everything! Hope it works out for you!
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Its occurred to me that this lack of REAL job thing is ruining my life. I'm not going to make payment deadlines for school.
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r3x:
Student loans never are enough, I swear. I'm resorting to dumping most of my fanboy collection over the next two years. It'll take that long 'cause I have TWO STORAGE UNITS full of crap. heh
nosoulrobot:
Going to be a Spartan huh? I'm not a Lansing native myself, but being a foodie and all,i know where the yummy food is!!! also the comic shops (3 of them). by the way how did you get from Honolulu to Saginaw ?
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Okay. So there's this boy. (Yes, it's one of those blogs.) He's older than me, only by a few years, but I call him a boy because in my mine, that's exactly what he is. Should have been a RED FLAG.

For a year and a half, we've been talking. For a year we've been hanging out. By hanging out, I mean he sits at...
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r3x:
whoa. This was fairly EPIC.

You're a self-aware woman... granted, it took you a while to catch on to this guy. I'm confident you'll be a bit more scrutinizing about him and any future guys.
hicutieletsdance:
I caught on 6 months ago...
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If You Seek Amy (by Britney Spears), I get it now. whatever
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bromopar:
Right along the lines of what you were just complaining about.

In the navy I used to say that sailors felt the difference between a het woman and a lesbian was whether or not she agreed to go out with a guy or not. If she said yes, she was het. if she said no, she was a lesbian.

Men are pigs, that's why I'm not a man.
raziel666:
I have not heard it,but I will go listen to it and see what you are talking about
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I drop hints like bombs on Hiroshima.




But you don't get it.




If only you weren't so predictable.




unrelated side note, I hate cats now, more than I ever have at any given point in my life. mad puke
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bromopar:
No I'm not allergic so I can see why you want them as far away as possible. But do you at least like lolcats? No allergies there guarenteed!
r3x:
I only had one cat in my life... and I trained it like a DOG. So yeah. haha

As long as you aren't dropping bricks in public, you're all right with me!
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I don't see the glory and valor in it.
Lying, that is.

My father and his mother raised me to be an honest person. If you have to leave things out, that MIGHT be acceptable. But never lie.

I am not a liar. I don't like to do it.
I do not like people that lie. And most certainly do not like to be lied...
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hicutieletsdance:
Random thought I just had that totally made me laugh uncontrollably to myself.

For the sake of shits and giggles, we'll say I am HIV positive. Legally, I'm only required to tell my sexual partners. Not people I don't intend on doing. Then some guys lies to his friends, telling them he had sex with me, when it most certainly wasn't the case. Somewhere along the lines, his friends learn I have HIV, and now the whole world thinks this guy has the HIV too.

If you don't know where someone has been, don't tell people you railed them. It could backfire on you someday.

Okay, joke's over. I do not have HIV. Once again. I do not have HIV
bromopar:
That would be poetic justice!

I don't know really. Most guys think it's all about sex and that women HAVE to give in to them. Kudos to you for seeing through their bullshit.
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Explosion 1. I still don't have all of my grades back. I'm losing my fucking mind.
Explosion 2. My internship is over...I don't have a job.
Explosion 3. I still live in my mom's house.
Explosion 4. I can't register for classes at MSU yet. See Explosion 1 for more details.
Explosion 5. My mother, isn't going back to work until the middle of August....
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heatdude:
hang in there it does get better.
jena:
Just passing by to inform you you're gorgeous.
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I'm pretty much about to watch a lot of stuff blow up in my face.

Plans that is. Plans I've been excited for.
My grandma calls me pessimistic, I just think I'm finally being realistic.



The song "I'm afraid of myself and the things I have not done", by Your Best Friend, is how I have always felt about my life. I never noticed it...
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aequitasnicolae:
and as for the pessimism; pessimism is merely stating the realistic perceptions of truth and nature without sugar-coating it. Sort of like taking a shot without a chaser, some of us can take life straight.
r3x:
I hope since this blog was posted, less explosions have occurred...
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I continue to get creeped on by guys.
Oh well. The woes of the vagina.

Ummmm the semester is almost over, and I can't be more excited. I NEED a job though. That pays well.
Moving to Lansing will be exciting and tough.
I wish I had a roommate. Kinda.

Annnnnnd I gave up on trying to gain weight for rugby, and started working on...
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hiro:
lol ooo aaa

Yay for new changes!
bromopar:
Men are pigs, that's why I'm not a man. I knew a lot of guys that for some reason never thought highly of women. I think there is a lot of truth to the saying that men are afraid of women in power or with power. Your confidence intimidates them and since the male ego does not allow for intimidation by females they have to strike back somehow. The rest are just desperate for a lay.

If you want less rough and tumble and more speed and agility you should check out roller hockey. Size really is not a factor (It's hard for me to tell how big you really are but you look like you would be FAST) because there's no real checking allowed. People do run into each other but the players rely more on their speed and puck handling skills to get going. Plus there's no neutral zone like in ice hockey so play changes directions REALLY quickly. Just my $.02.

Hope the move goes well. Good luck with the roommate.
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"i thought about you when i jerked off this morning. you should come over and let me play with your pussy. i got some tricks, good ones. ###-###-#### give me a call."


That was in my Myspace inbox today. Why do guys think its okay to say stupid shit like that?
Its gross, creepy, and offensive. Seriously, WTF.

I've never dated this guy, or hooked...
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heatdude:
Sounds creepy...
brittan:
myspace is pretty fuckin creepy. in general.