I woke today to the sound of my father yelling at my brother. It didnt bother me at all. My brother needs a good yelling at. He is a spoiled brat. That is mostly my father fault. I dont think anyone has ever raised their voice to him. He is a jerk, a nine year old jerk
Maybe Im a jerk. I dont know. I keep myself in my room most of the time to prevent myself from growing tired of the people I live with. My family.
I have never lived with my father before and for some reason I thought it a good Idea to start now. I was wrong. My favorable view of my father has forever been tarnished by this experience. Maybe I am a jerk. Maybe Im not. I dont care much for confrontation, thats why I still live here. I tried to tell my father I wanted to move to back to Miami because we are having a hard time find work. This was in retrospect a bad idea because now I think he fells like he has to pay me to stick around. They may be some what true. But anyway, I feel like if I tell him I want to leave and I do want to leave problems will begin. I no longer want to work for him because he pays me under the table and Im not down with that idea. I have always enjoyed being a productive member of society. I think because my mother always told is to be one.
First time ever now I loath my father for the. Looking back on my silly life I cant recall a time he has ever acted like a father. Since I have become an adult he has acted the part of a friend not a father. Maybe its because I grew up about 1200 miles away and Im not giving him a fare shot because it wasnt his fault my mother got a better job in Miami and moved us away with out telling him. i used to wonder why she did that and now I know. My dad is a jerk. Or at lest at times he can be one.
The man also wines a lot. At night when his drunk friend calls they go on and on for hours. I dont get it. On Obama day the man spent about 8 hours on the phone with the guy. He only lives about 30 minutes away. He could have gone to to the guys house. Instead he stayed home and talked with that ass for 8 hours and I couldnt enjoy anything because all he could do was talk about bush. I hate bush but do you really think I want to spend a whole fucking day talking about the ass. No sir.
What really gets my goat is the fact that guy admits to having no ambition. That would be okay with me if I wasnt working for him. Then again, no it still bugs me. He is always telling my other brother that he cant afford to help him with college. What the fuck kid of sorry shit is that. He cant afford college for my brother but he can go play the ponies and fucking drink and fucking buy new motorcycles. It truly is beyond my comprehension. What a lazy ass hole.
I applied for college today; I did so because I see no feature in working for my father. Its a no where job. So step on has been taken care of. Now I have to go take a placement test and find out I have to take a bunch of remedial classes. Thats fine. Anything to get me moving in the right direction will be a good thing at this point. A huge plus is the GI Bill jumps up to 100 present in September. I will also get a living expense so I can move out of this hell. Thank you Jesus
Thats enough of a rant for today.
Maybe Im a jerk. I dont know. I keep myself in my room most of the time to prevent myself from growing tired of the people I live with. My family.
I have never lived with my father before and for some reason I thought it a good Idea to start now. I was wrong. My favorable view of my father has forever been tarnished by this experience. Maybe I am a jerk. Maybe Im not. I dont care much for confrontation, thats why I still live here. I tried to tell my father I wanted to move to back to Miami because we are having a hard time find work. This was in retrospect a bad idea because now I think he fells like he has to pay me to stick around. They may be some what true. But anyway, I feel like if I tell him I want to leave and I do want to leave problems will begin. I no longer want to work for him because he pays me under the table and Im not down with that idea. I have always enjoyed being a productive member of society. I think because my mother always told is to be one.
First time ever now I loath my father for the. Looking back on my silly life I cant recall a time he has ever acted like a father. Since I have become an adult he has acted the part of a friend not a father. Maybe its because I grew up about 1200 miles away and Im not giving him a fare shot because it wasnt his fault my mother got a better job in Miami and moved us away with out telling him. i used to wonder why she did that and now I know. My dad is a jerk. Or at lest at times he can be one.
The man also wines a lot. At night when his drunk friend calls they go on and on for hours. I dont get it. On Obama day the man spent about 8 hours on the phone with the guy. He only lives about 30 minutes away. He could have gone to to the guys house. Instead he stayed home and talked with that ass for 8 hours and I couldnt enjoy anything because all he could do was talk about bush. I hate bush but do you really think I want to spend a whole fucking day talking about the ass. No sir.
What really gets my goat is the fact that guy admits to having no ambition. That would be okay with me if I wasnt working for him. Then again, no it still bugs me. He is always telling my other brother that he cant afford to help him with college. What the fuck kid of sorry shit is that. He cant afford college for my brother but he can go play the ponies and fucking drink and fucking buy new motorcycles. It truly is beyond my comprehension. What a lazy ass hole.
I applied for college today; I did so because I see no feature in working for my father. Its a no where job. So step on has been taken care of. Now I have to go take a placement test and find out I have to take a bunch of remedial classes. Thats fine. Anything to get me moving in the right direction will be a good thing at this point. A huge plus is the GI Bill jumps up to 100 present in September. I will also get a living expense so I can move out of this hell. Thank you Jesus
Thats enough of a rant for today.