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Ripping The Clashes London Calling to my CPU. (it's ok, i bought the CD)
Hard to type cause my 30-lb blue heeler is in my lap with her head on my rihgt arm. i'm not gonna fix my tyypoing errors anymore it's taking wayt oo long.

I also had this thing mostly wirtten out, but then i hit the back button on my mouse cause i was tryin to avoid eyegouging Sydney (that's my dog).

"Geez brad blame everyhing on sydney"
Fuck you!

Spent 12 hours ast school today- had a nasty nasty Numerical Analysis exam. It elbow dropped my face.

Have a date with Beth this wednesday! Woohoo! I'm excited/anxious. This is the first date i've been on (there sydney goes) that i'm not sure of the outcome, i.e., all the girls i've had relationships in the past with, it's been clear that we shared a mutual interest and we wanted to be in a relationship.
This time, while i get all kinds of good vibes, i'm still not sure if they're friendly "Yeah i like you--as a friend"-vibes or if they're "Yeah i like you as a friend and probably as a lot more too"-vibes.

So far what i have planned is: A nice Resturant.
that's all i've got.
Options afterwards are: Going for a walk
going bowling
--annnnd that's all. feel free to suggest.

But then i was thinking, maybe it'd be better if i cooked? Or for a first date would that seem too "hey look at me i'm cooking on the first date"?

i'm horrible at this intermediate stage. At first had written out that it was bullshit, but thinking about it, it is important. I dont want to rush into things, but it's been so long since i've felt like this, i feel like a little kid who wants immediate fucking gratification.


Must... behave.. sanely...



this clash CD is pretty good. Hope the rest of you are doing good.