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hexek

St. Louis - Reno - San Diego

Member Since 2004

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Friday Dec 24, 2004

Dec 23, 2004
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Well Happy Merry whatever to all.....

I have to start by again complitmenting SG for this site, I absoloutelly love it in every way. I have to pry myself off of this thing all the time now. And the strange thing is I havnt checked out the past, well maybe weeks new photosets, what the hell is wrong with me!

Next, Alien Ant Farm was at our local usual hangout bar tonight, It was fuckin awsome! I love those guys and they put on a helluva show! I think they said they are returning next Thursday to do one last show so I gotta try to be there again. Even though Im there every Thursday night!

Well yesterday my Soon-To-Be-Ex-Wife came up to get some things and take care of binnis. (Business for you non-ebonic Mo-Fo's (Thats Mother Fuckers)). She has been back from Iraq for two months and this was the second time I have seen her. We didnt hug or nuthin, until she fell aslep on my couch and I went back to bed. Because I stopped drinking at 6am and she got there at 7am! She assked me if I had anything warm and I said "me". She crawled in bed, which was weird but sudden she got the urge to wrestle. WOW, she is very toned from the last time I touched her. I was so turned on it was unreal!

So yadda, yadda, yadda, she sat on my lap while a friend came over. I think cause him and I talked about Kim, my "friend" who Im really interested in. And she told me how she turned lesbo, and was jellous. I told her I hated her cause of what she did and she broke down and appologized. I thnk it was sincere but I dont trust it.

And I gave her one last hope. She keeps hinting at comming home and starting again. So I told her that sunday is our anniversary (2yr) and if she showed up to tell me what she thought then I would forgive her and try again, if not I dont wanna ever see her again. I want to be her friend, but I cant and wont. But reguardless we are continuing with the divorce. I dont think she will be there oin sunday, but hey I tried.

*****WOW THIS IS GONNA BE LONG IN THE END!!!!!******

Next, Kim, my "friend", who I told I never wanted to speak to again cause shes to confused with what she wants and wont tell me, had a nice little revalation with me. I swore to her I wouldnt talk about us to anyone anymore and she told me very, very surprising things! I think we might start talking to each other again. I hate to admit it but I miss her a little.

BTW I know, I know how can I talk about Kim and my S.T.B.E.W. Maranda? easy, I love Maranda, she doesnt love me. She wont be here on sunday and 100 bucks agrees.

I also opened a MATCH.COM account, FLUFFYENGINEER is my name. I think Im moving fast, but honestly Ive never been alone and I miss the companionship. I miss spoiling a girlfriend and making her feel like a million dollars which in turn makes me feel good. I just miss it.

Ok last on the agenda is this. I have such great confidence and self esteem right now its unreal! First I got a new outfit which I feel is plain but is my "style", and I love it. Next I had almost all the frinds I know at "Tremors" our bar tonight, and everywhere I went it was like "GEOFF!, Sup dude!" Or my female friend would all give me hugs over and over and dance with me, it was so cool. I also had a good buddy of mine Chris there tonight to celebrate his departure to Iraq in a week. His picture should be below with me. But I worry about him buthe should be alright.



Goodluck, bro. Semper Fi, and represent!

Well thats all I got, Ill try to write more often so the one or two people that read this arnt reading a novel.

I JUST GOT HOOKED ON THE FACT THAT I HAD ALMOST 30 JOURNAL RESPONSES!!

P.S. I changed my Favorite SG's, Out with Apnea and Reagan, in with Venla and Hexe. I still love Apnea and Reagan, but have never gotten them to drop me a line. Hexe is a sweetie so it was only right and Venla is gorgeous with weapons!

Thats it, I swear. Ill save the lyrics for next time.



**********CHECKOUT MY MATCH.COM PROFILE ************

YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME!!!!!

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Bah-Humbug.....



Ha ha ha!








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robscarlett:
Take care bub. smile Glad to hear things are going better for you too. It's tough when you gotta take charge of your life like that and put yer foot down..or up someone's ass...to set things straight.
I hope things go well for you on the match site.
Later hosen.
Dec 26, 2004
hellomrworld:
Someday you should go randomly through the SGs ... there are some great hidden gems smile)
Dec 26, 2004

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