Well, Its time to move on to another journal....
I didnt have the turnout of what I had hoped for "My Story" essay, but its still there and I added it to my testimonials. If you guys get a chance check it out and drop me a line.
First on the aggenda. I made one of those post-a-pic / say something nice threads trying to pass on good feelings and it was a total disaster. Oh well I just hope everyone is over it and no-one got hurt over it.
Second. My "friend" Kim and I are no longer talking. I told her I didnt want her to call me, or anything. OUr relationship was just to wishey-washey and I couldnt tell what it was from day to day. We became prety close but with no FOR SURE fences so I cut it loose. O-Well, It was nice while it lasted, and I will miss her company.
Third. My soon-to-be-ex-wife and I had a normalk phone conversation. That was strange. She SAYS she is going to come up here tomarrow and visit. I doubt she'll keep her word but part of me wants to see her now that EVERYTHING is in the open. We shall see I suppose.
Fourth. Im going to the Manson show on the 20th of DEC, I wonder if any other SG PPLZ will be there. It would be cool to meet up, but then again Im not the typical SG type, so probably wouldn't be accepted or just plain fit in. But again we shall see.
Again though I leave you with a poem/lyrics........
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
***BREAKING NEWS***
Time on deck: 2310 December, 13, 2004
My Soon-To-Be-Ex-Wife who had said she was going to be here tomarrow has already cancelled, with some bullshit excuse. I knew it. I fucking knew it. Thats why I need to break the habit.
I didnt have the turnout of what I had hoped for "My Story" essay, but its still there and I added it to my testimonials. If you guys get a chance check it out and drop me a line.
First on the aggenda. I made one of those post-a-pic / say something nice threads trying to pass on good feelings and it was a total disaster. Oh well I just hope everyone is over it and no-one got hurt over it.
Second. My "friend" Kim and I are no longer talking. I told her I didnt want her to call me, or anything. OUr relationship was just to wishey-washey and I couldnt tell what it was from day to day. We became prety close but with no FOR SURE fences so I cut it loose. O-Well, It was nice while it lasted, and I will miss her company.
Third. My soon-to-be-ex-wife and I had a normalk phone conversation. That was strange. She SAYS she is going to come up here tomarrow and visit. I doubt she'll keep her word but part of me wants to see her now that EVERYTHING is in the open. We shall see I suppose.
Fourth. Im going to the Manson show on the 20th of DEC, I wonder if any other SG PPLZ will be there. It would be cool to meet up, but then again Im not the typical SG type, so probably wouldn't be accepted or just plain fit in. But again we shall see.
Again though I leave you with a poem/lyrics........
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
***BREAKING NEWS***
Time on deck: 2310 December, 13, 2004
My Soon-To-Be-Ex-Wife who had said she was going to be here tomarrow has already cancelled, with some bullshit excuse. I knew it. I fucking knew it. Thats why I need to break the habit.
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Secondly - I think the testimonial page is for other people to write up what they think of you. I believe there are a couple in mine, i can't remember.
Thirdly - Don't worry about the MSN thing, it was just a thought.
Fourth - Don't worry about me so much, i think i'm pretty much okay so don't worry about it. I came to you because you needed someone and i wanted to do what i could to help. Thanks for the really cool comments though.
Go and have some fun tonight
Oh and i think we've done enough of getting the formalities out of the way, so you don't have to feel obligated to thank me any more. Even though it is nice to be appreciated. I haven't really had a good chance to sit down and read what you put in your testimonial section yet but i will do at some point soon. Take it easy mate.