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TO my friends, family, and acquaintances,

Today was my second wedding anniversary, and the second time I spent it alone. My soon-to-be-ex never showed up, she ended up at the doctors, and just called with nothing to say.

Im a little depressed and think Im going to take a little break from everything for a day or so. I might feel better tomorrow, I might...
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pebbles:
Wow is all I can say right now. That letter touched me and reminded me of a personal experience.

I know I don't know you but I am truely sorry for whatever you had to go through. Just try to remember that you will be stronger for this someday. Good luck with everything.

P.S. Nothing has made me cry or touched me like that in the longest time. That is amazing that someone can share his heart like that for strangers to read. kiss
thelastbeliever:
Hey where you gone buddy? Haven't seen you for a while
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Well Happy Merry whatever to all.....

I have to start by again complitmenting SG for this site, I absoloutelly love it in every way. I have to pry myself off of this thing all the time now. And the strange thing is I havnt checked out the past, well maybe weeks new photosets, what the hell is wrong with me!

Next, Alien Ant Farm was...
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robscarlett:
Take care bub. smile Glad to hear things are going better for you too. It's tough when you gotta take charge of your life like that and put yer foot down..or up someone's ass...to set things straight.
I hope things go well for you on the match site.
Later hosen.
hellomrworld:
Someday you should go randomly through the SGs ... there are some great hidden gems smile)
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Yet another journal....

Well I just got back from the MANSON show. It was awsome. Trithfully I think if was quick and just didnt have the feel as they usually do, but it was fucking Manson so who cares it was still good.

I wished there were more protesters though, they seem to make the experience better.

I wore an SG pin thinking someone at...
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thelastbeliever:
*waits with baited breath*
hexek:
Ha ha ha ha ha!

I have the first word! to late, u snooze u lose!

Maybe next time!
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Ahh, well my journal entries are growing. I like staying current. I'll get out of it in a while but until then I have another one.

1) This site amazes me more and more every day. It is cool how many different people can come together and have common interests but you would never see them talk to each other in person. I have deffinatelly...
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robscarlett:
Yeah it's surprising where you;ll find people who care. I think there's gonna be a lot more people who read it and offer advice and help. Take all you can of both. Sort through it all and pick out what you think you might need. Everyone is different so what they think is right is going to be different from other people.
I don't really know you but I think you deserve better than she was/is giving you. Now all you have to do is beleive that yourself.
Oh and HOOWAH DEVIL DOG! ON yer sort of birthday! smile
Take care bub.
bbbbbeckah:
"-3@" is just something silly.. the "3" is like a "B" and the "@"is an "a"

My initals.. dorky.. I know.
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Well, Its time to move on to another journal....

I didnt have the turnout of what I had hoped for "My Story" essay, but its still there and I added it to my testimonials. If you guys get a chance check it out and drop me a line.

First on the aggenda. I made one of those post-a-pic / say something nice threads trying to...
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thelastbeliever:
I don't think you are supposed to write your own testimonials.... tongue
thelastbeliever:
Firstly - Shame about the beardy. I have a small sophisticated goatee and i have done for many years now. Keep that chin up anyway.

Secondly - I think the testimonial page is for other people to write up what they think of you. I believe there are a couple in mine, i can't remember.

Thirdly - Don't worry about the MSN thing, it was just a thought.

Fourth - Don't worry about me so much, i think i'm pretty much okay so don't worry about it. I came to you because you needed someone and i wanted to do what i could to help. Thanks for the really cool comments though. smile

Go and have some fun tonight biggrin

Oh and i think we've done enough of getting the formalities out of the way, so you don't have to feel obligated to thank me any more. Even though it is nice to be appreciated. I haven't really had a good chance to sit down and read what you put in your testimonial section yet but i will do at some point soon. Take it easy mate.
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All right, Allright. Im updatin!

O.K. Current events:

For the none of you tuned in this is whats been wappinin. My Soon-To-Be-Ex-Wife and I dont talk and are getting a divorce ASAP. So she can runnaway with Mr. NAVY and they can do whatever. Yeah it still fuckin hurts to know that while I was worried about her dieing and shit shes fuckin some .........
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unnecessaryz:
Don't delete your comment! I want all the people on the site to know what I really am: a big insensitive asshole. All it took for me to realize this was someone that is barely on the site and doesn't know anything about me.

New flash: a shitty life isn't exclusive to just you. Everyone has their own problems. I'm sure you're going through a tough time, but that doesn't give you the right to journal bomb people with your fucking temper tantrum just because you couldn't take a joke. Grow some thicker skin and enjoy a site full of some of the funniest people I've ever seen.
unnecessaryz:
See. That's what I'm talkin' about. Good luck out there.
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Well yesterday sucked....

My soon-to-be-ex-wife, that I still have strong feelings for, sat in my appartment and lied to me over and over to try to get my car. I couldnt give it to her so I ended up taking her to her dads.

She later called me, cause Im a good friend that doesnt hurt her, to tell me the MAN SHE FELL IN...
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bbbbbeckah:
I guess cheating/lying is an issue that everyone has to deal with once in their lives, sorry to hear about your situation.

Rest assured, the world wont stop spinning...
and maybe something will make you smile in the morning.
bbbbbeckah:
Thanks for the warm words regarding pot usage.
Sorry to hear about the ladie troubles.

Bad relationships haunt me, also. It must be in the water..

And I'm familiar with the area you live in.
I actually run the track around the volleyball court at the park on top of Mt View somewhat frequently, and I take my dog.

And yes, My dog is fine.. but finders keepers.
He knows if it's left out for him, he can have it.
He knows good shit from skunk shit.
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Well, today is one day closer to THE day....

My soon-to-be-ex-wife get back from deployment to Iraq on sunday. We have decided that we dont get along as a couple and are definatelly going our own ways. But I still feel so nervous and happy and angry at her coming home. I so much just want to hung her and kiss her and tell her...
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darklis:
Now, THAT is a great member name. Belated thanks & Love for your comment on my set. kiss
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Well today is anew, and things have dramaticlly changed.

For the one person who might have read my last journal the rave was nice. I stayed clean but still drunk and I had a blast!

I am still confused with my soon-to-be ex-wife and her behaivior and do not know what to expect when I see her. She gets back in late October and hasnt...
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lillithvain:
Definitely invite lots of people over, get them intoxicated, break out the twister board and some baby oil.. and sit back and watch them go at it.....hehe..

bluedragon1:
When she gets back and chris is not in sight da... Do you really want to be a consolation prize. . . Hint Look in the mirror, bonk yourself on the head and say, "Hay! I'm more important than that" Than look for love elsewhere smile
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Well, today i am writing for the first time in a while. I have let down my commitment of keeping this current and have only been surfin.

I have split up with my wife who I havnt been with in a year anyways. And I now feel free and lonely.

I have checked everyday and looked at the new photosets. Although I was feeling like...
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ghettoblaster:
Welcome aboard SG Military.
lillithvain:
Thank you for the lovely comments you left on my set. I really appreciated it and it was very wonderful of you!!! kiss kiss