Watching the trailers for the SG DVD makes me pissed that I didn't get to see it because I'm not 21. And makes me pissed that my life is so fucking boring. 
I feel sad.
dreamers often lie.
I need to move out of my apartment. I can't be in this stifling environment any more. I can't live with catty, petty, little girls who who are still mentally stuck in high school. Constantly talking about one of us behind their backs instead of confronting the person directly. I'm sick of getting shut out if one of them are mad at me. I mean, for fuck's sake, my roommate cried, yes CRIED, because I shut the blinds. I'm not joking. I told her to stop crying and grow up and she cried even more. I can't live with these people anymore. I'm trying to switch my lease to another apartment. I want to live with guys. Girls are too much drama.
You know, you grow apart from people. One of my roommates I've known for 10 years and I used to consider her my best friend. But now? I don't know if I can deal with her. We are just TOO different. I don't like Nicholas Sparks novels. I don't like the Olsen Twins. I don't like Disney movies. I don't like Mariah Carrey. I don't like MTV. I don't like all those crappy "Chick books" you try to make me read. I don't like 7th Heaven. I don't like boy bands. When you said (as an english/secondary education major) "I don't like to think" my opinion of you dropped about 100 points. Just the statement "I don't like to think" was so ludicrous!! I'm sick of not finding people who share my interests. I'm sick of people who automatically assume I'm a lesbian just because I'm on Suicide Girls, or that I'm slut for applying. I'm sick of all these conservative midwesterners who are go to "Dave" concerts and drink and that's all they fucking do. The people who do share my interests always seem to move away or something. They're few and far between. I want to move.
In other news: I really want London's hair and Head Automatica's Decadence is a really fun album.
If I don't get cast in anything this fall I'm dying my hair a weird color.
I feel sad.
dreamers often lie.
I need to move out of my apartment. I can't be in this stifling environment any more. I can't live with catty, petty, little girls who who are still mentally stuck in high school. Constantly talking about one of us behind their backs instead of confronting the person directly. I'm sick of getting shut out if one of them are mad at me. I mean, for fuck's sake, my roommate cried, yes CRIED, because I shut the blinds. I'm not joking. I told her to stop crying and grow up and she cried even more. I can't live with these people anymore. I'm trying to switch my lease to another apartment. I want to live with guys. Girls are too much drama.
You know, you grow apart from people. One of my roommates I've known for 10 years and I used to consider her my best friend. But now? I don't know if I can deal with her. We are just TOO different. I don't like Nicholas Sparks novels. I don't like the Olsen Twins. I don't like Disney movies. I don't like Mariah Carrey. I don't like MTV. I don't like all those crappy "Chick books" you try to make me read. I don't like 7th Heaven. I don't like boy bands. When you said (as an english/secondary education major) "I don't like to think" my opinion of you dropped about 100 points. Just the statement "I don't like to think" was so ludicrous!! I'm sick of not finding people who share my interests. I'm sick of people who automatically assume I'm a lesbian just because I'm on Suicide Girls, or that I'm slut for applying. I'm sick of all these conservative midwesterners who are go to "Dave" concerts and drink and that's all they fucking do. The people who do share my interests always seem to move away or something. They're few and far between. I want to move.
In other news: I really want London's hair and Head Automatica's Decadence is a really fun album.
If I don't get cast in anything this fall I'm dying my hair a weird color.VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
and no, second session of summer school starts friday
hope all is well with you darlinghoneygirL.