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Last night was fun. Going to a lame Halloween party then me going home in tears then sobbing on the phone to my mother. I'm just not a social person. I need to realize this and stop going to parties where I feel unwelcome with a bunch of close-minded fucks who can't have any decent conversations and do nothing but banter back and forth with their superficial witty comments. At least my costume was hot. I was Magenta form RHPS. Pictures sometime...could be today, could be next year. I don't know. My friend went as Lil' Kim and looked just like her it was freaky. And hot. Major boob grabbing on my part.

Sameul Beckette is satan. his shit makes no sense. I'm trying to keep an open mind while reading his work but all I'm getting is a headache. Existential dilemna my ass.

I really want to go to sleep right now but I have to go see a play in 3 hours anyway. No point. I might as well go read more Beckette while my brain seeps out of my ears.