hexcoderose

Well, its been an eventful few weeks.
My dude has made a bunch of news friends, and is getting into 40k and pathfinder. And, as a result, so am I. So, Thursday night's we do a Magic: the gathering tournament, Friday nights we play friendly pathfinder, and all day Sunday is warhammer painting and playing. Ahh! we're ultra nerds.
It's been fun, but christ, its...
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Feeling a bit melancholic, a bit lost, I don't know. I'm having trouble telling what's real anymore. I have a friend who I thought I was pretty close to, and the other day it occured to me that he treats me much the same as all the people he greets and then after says "god, I fuckin hate that guy".

I just wish I could...
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Urgh, I'm feeling really self-defensive tonight. There's people over, so I'm a bit on edge as it is, and no-one has even said anything to me!
But I'm so sick of feeling too weird, too unfashionable, too fat.
You know what? I'm a size 18 ( xxxL) and sometimes I eat pasta for breakfast. And I don't like the taste of alcohol, so I drink...
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Well, it's been an interesting few weeks. My wedding finally started to come together! We had an appointment with a celebrant and everything.

And then my partner lost his job. So we're WAY set back, I guess. I don't want to have to set it back again, you know?
I haven't had a job in a while, kinda been doing the housewife thing. After being...
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I heard today that a Buddist woman in Burma was killed by a Muslim. They didn't give a reason or a gender or anything in the news apart from "Buddist woman" and "Muslim". In retaliation Buddists attacked and killed a bus full of Muslims, sparking riots all over the country. People are fleeing and being sent back and they're saying "Kill us and throw our...
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If you want what visible reality
can give, youre an employee.
If you want the unseen world,
youre not living your truth.
Both wishes are foolish,
but youll be forgiven for
forgetting
that what you really want is
loves confusing joy.

Feeling a bit crap today. Which is a shame, because its stupid pretty outside and I've got an awesome partner, but I was up half the night with nightmares and i can't find a goddamn job and i think I'm getting sick. Blah.

Okay, positives. I've finally found a group of friends I'm totally comfortable with. there's only like five of us but I'm happy...
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So I'm much less internet disabled now! Back in touch with a couple of people, getting there with some more. My bridal shower was a grand success! Everyone had a good time, even my mum! Crazy.

This weekend we had a Battleshot night, my new favorite drinking game.


And I've been drawing a bit, at some point I looked down at the page and I'd...
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Well, still missing sg land and all my other online homies like crazy, still trying to get the internet, living with my sister has been okay except, holy crap, I've forgotten how much I hate 16 year olds I didn't even like them when I was one
Also, having a bridal shower in a few weeks, tea party, I'm too excited

Miss everyone
Xxx

It's been three weeks since I posted a new blog! Crazy!

Had a pretty big few weeeks, easter and all that jazz, and my little sister is moving into my garage. She's 16 and just started dating my partners best friend so it's going to be... interesting.


My internet has been cut off so I've only been on sporadically, when I can connect to wifi...
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First of all, I have a few friends who have had a bit of a crappy week, so this is me sending psychic waves of love out. If you've also had a crap day/week/month/etc feel free to take a little

I feel like I'm finally getting my life into gear. I'm beginning to know who I am a little better, and lately I like myself...
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