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Oh hai. Me again. Life progresses, and I guess so do the blogs.

First, the professional. Previously I'd mentioned applying for an advancement at my current job, unfortunately, that progression will not happen. A few factors contributed to this, but I still hold myself highly responsible. Point is, it's not happening now, but "maybe someday". Ha. Anyway...

Second, more progression on my Dark Tower sleeve. I think this latest session was the longest I've ever sat for, ironic because it is one of the smallest, psychically.

Forgive the poor photo quality, I hope better pictures are forthcoming. I'm still quite happy with it.

More.. On a personal sense, I have no fucking idea what's going on. Confidence has been a problem for me before, and this failure in the job dept doesn't exactly help. When people say I'm a pessimist, I say I'm a realist, but lately I'm not so sure I see a distinction. How long can things go wrong before one feels plagued? Karma is laughable at this point. I'm not greedy, I just want someone to give me a chance, to care. Odd, that one thing that's given me strength, music, can also be an incredibly alienating attribute. I fear that finding someone that understands (or at least tolerates) me is made exponentially difficult by my taste in music. Exhausting.

So I present you with three videos that are very different from each other, but mean a lot to me. Keep an open mind, and try to enjoy.

"Be the broken or the breaker, be the giver or the undertaker."


"But I will never find what I am looking for, I couldn't give a damn cause what I want is even more than your blood shot eyes."


"What solace lies in the arms of fate, the ill embrace of uncertainty..."


Until another time...